sharon.lh

can you belive i've been busy this few days?
packing here and there. and end up, nothing produce. T.T

now thailand is in protest. airport closed. super junior cannot go thailand. i hope they will divert to sg instead. hahahahahahahahaha. if not what, take bus go in? crazy. but possible. and sharon's going to thailand to catch the sm town concert also. a part of me hopes the protest will be over soon cuz she's bringing in sj's balloon!!! but sj coming to sg will be so much better. ^^ please... please...

bbt/flh/hshmm sucks. period.
hsj/sj/snsd is soooooooooo freaking much better. that's final.
too hell with cheap things.

monday- i went doctor two times. hahahaha. first to dentist with my hyung accompaning me. then to the polyclinic for my ear check with my lao da accompaning me. i'm so fortunate. i feel like a princess. kamsahamnida, hyungs. ^^

i have decided. hyung is my second bro. laoda is my elder bro.

tuesday- went out with rachel! she told me lots of things. but of course, i know what to do. some of the things are not within the world. it was fun meeting her. so long even tho we stay so near to each other. miss all the old days. sigh...

wednesday- morning went to helped out for guides. lucky, i was a while only. heh heh. cuz i was half a wake. then i met the gb girls! so long so long! missed them so much. T.T hope we can go out soon! ballet was so difficult. i wanted to cry cuz i was so paised. teacher must be pissed cuz of me. must practice. must practice.

today- went out again! fun. fun. fun. fab. fab. fab. saw lots of nice clothings. and bought same things again! most loved. ^^ hahahaha! on the mrt, i saw mrs tang. wth. asked me to go do course tmr. then i smsed her my details. she never reply. call her, she never answer. so is i need to go or not? nb. need to 7am wake up leh. and then i somemore got a bit of sick. -/-

sigh...

watched idol show ep12. so funny~ again, secret camera. teukie was subjected to porn magazine. LOLOLOLOLOLOL. dongmin-shi set eunhyukie, sungming-shi and teukie up. eunhyukie always get this cuz he is a always so innocent and naive. omg. he was so hot in the tuxedo. so hot manzx. i can totally melt. sungmin-shi's innocent side was crash. cuz he was seeing it with teukie. whereas eunhyukie see a lil only. hahhahahaha. there was this part when they called out someone and you are not suppose to laugh. then teukie one was a picture of him cam-whoring in toilet. so LOL. btw, the mc, women and men guest dont know how to eat kong bak bao. they ate the bread first. lol. anyway, i love super junior!

sm is coming out with one five-girl group called bestiz. what a weird name. it does not sound as nice as wonder girls or snsd. i wonder if they will last. one of them look like an attention whore. btw, i am contemplating whether to watch wonder bakery or not. the whole thing is so awkard cuz obviously it was scripted. take a cue from super junior, their full house, EHB and idol show. all unscripted, shows their dorky personality. so LOLOLOLOLOLOL. again, i love super junior!

i found this website from coolsmurf. i can practically watch and hear kbs tv and radio. kbs tv is... they were showing boxing 2am korean time and baseball just now. ooh. and kbs1 has korean dubbed english shows. -.- btw, i hear the entire.... sukira just now. omg! i hear eunhyukie and teukie live! from singapore! *dies* cant believe it. it would be so much cooler to be their friends. lol. again, i love super junior!

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i have very mixed feeling.(again.) maybe cuz it's red friend's festival. lol. all i can say is. i dont know.
...
...
...
i actually wrote a long paragraph of it. then i delete it. cuz i think i am just thinking too much, taking it too seriously. sensitive and stupid and silly. maybe just over-reacting. maybe just too free. but... it's not really nice if it's true. delusion? haha. let's just... okay... the mixed feeling come back.

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ballet's horrible. ms wong is so freaking baised. i swear i am going to nafa or sda when i got my inter found. the cck girls is always ahead of us cuz she simply love them. then she'll scold us and all. blah blah blah. must tell this to sabrina. i must must must must master classical dance give her see. from tommorrow onwards, i shall start practising. screw those cck girls. lpb.

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i hate foreign talent. those imported by the government. singapore very stupid meh? must we need other people from other country help us run our country? who knows, we may have some tribes people to be our president. note to government: SINGAPOREANS ARE NOT STUPID AS YOU THINK. stupid!

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i still love super junior.

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yong showed me this xanga. god that guy's crazy. she/he cut herself then staple the wounds. then burn/kill/overdose her/himself. really scary. even took pills to get the blood gushing out. and there's a whole pill of blood of that person. gross.

not for those who never see the movie SAW before. okay. i dont.
http://www.xanga.com/xXi_cry_crimson_tearsXx

and then there's some who try to lose weight. fasting... counting calories... do they even know how heavenly is burgers? bak kut teh? and pasta? ooh! behold fast foods! give them some food!

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super junior is so cute! haha!

your choice? blame yourself. everything.

LOL! sorry amariah. it's so dorky and cute to have fishy up here. hahahahah!

i put this up cuz it's my feeling at the moment. neither here nor there. depends on how you interpret that picture.

all day long, just thinking of what to do next. just bo chap. sigh. during school time, when my brain is active, i would always think a lot of things. ponder here wonder there. plus, lack of sleep. god, i hate those. i am so enjoying life now. well, at least i'm happy. ^^ lol. happy as in peaceful, quiet. not the crazy kind. back to point one, school time is always rushing everywhere. lest my poor time managment, things would go hay wire. my feelings. emotion and especially my thoughts too. just rocky. ... ... maybe not too. but not as worse. like some insecurities, loneliness... ... all for the teen hormones and agnst. sigh.

when there's a road block, it's something for you to overcome. but being the -.- me, i dont. i stay there. not moving. that's my holiday. during school, it's no choice cuz i am simply afraid. afraid that anything i dont wish will arise. you cant always rely on god, rely on people. i cant as god to always bless me. i cant always ask people to help me. when you're moving to the future... it's yourself. alone. the word seems scary. but it's always true. i must try to believe in that. i always ask my mama cook for me. i always ask my papa give my money, pay my fees. one day, i got to do it myself. isnt that fearful?

one thing i learn from scrap teacher [ you cant be strong alone. only when one whole group is strong, you will be strong ]... but which is true? i guess, in reality, it have to depend. take example : you are in a battle. if you are soldier in a unit, your unit must be strong and tight in order to win. but if you are a spy, you must be strong alone. so which one would i want to be? ... ... i must find out. can i be both and take the best of both worlds? hahaha. a person like me... i really dont know. should master both. last time and now is different. i would like to remind myselg that.

i shall follow the us: CHANGE.

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went braces today. my doctor is kind of young. am glad is a girl. haha. took xray and photos. and i must keep hygiene clean!! JIAYOU, ME! i want to keep a log about my braces. just because! haha. btw, i only can get it done next year. T.T cuz that's the earliest the doctor got. shall patiently wait. haha. just after chinese new year. could be the last new year with a tight lipped smile on the photos. lol. hope so... and i want to contribute a lil to the expenses. prolly... i shall pay for my extractions... since it is not included in the 4k package. I'M BLESSED. ^^ i decided to put on a sapphire band to celebrate super junior's 3jib next year. hoo-la!

when i was taking a taxi there with my ma. my ma told me that ah gong and ah ma are buddha's now. cuz when they pass away, it was on the festival of the buddha's birthday. even one of my extended relatives, who is a fortune teller, says so. isnt that amazing? i will never be like them. and my ah ma die on 13, my ah gong die on 14. i think i mention this before. but i think... this is all real. i miss them a lot... so fast... like that... sigh. '~'

tsk tsk... my ma has been nagging and talking about the braces ever since she came home. haha. typical of my ma. but my bo chap mood is making it annoying yo me. >.<

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this is jessica from snsd... very pretty! i want snsd album to come out soon~

but i still like tae yeon and hyoyeon. one sing, the other dance very well. ^^

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stuck to this. i should see how people play. i cannot admit defeat. if i do, i will bad mood and panic. dont like. >.<>.- i must go watch some pro video. confirm youtube have. lol.

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sigh... all for that? am i really that -.< ?

btw, congrats to ah ting for completing another round of audition. she's ah jie liaozx. haha.

what happened to wiki.theppn?! grrr.

what would you do so that you can be happy?
spend all your money on
shopping?
quit school?
kill your enemy?

this few days been pretty good. ^^ i'm happy. very happy.

i went to fetch my brother with my parents at 4 am. ate macs! macs! macs! you know the egg macmuffin?! damn delicious. omg. i never eat such nich burgers before. WORSHIP FAST FOODS.



i have hunger pangs while taking my nap then when i ate the macs. i was so satisfied. haha. omg. just looking at that picture above makes me drools. xP just like the time when i was looking at crystal jade brochure in the middle of the night.

my bro bought alot of things back. mostly food. like soft nougats, marshmallows, cookies. and he bought for me a t-shirt and a sign. ^^ ty! also, vanity fair and rolling stone mags.

his experience in aussie was well. he got a lot of insect bites. hope it recovers well. ^^ he said it was sandy. hot in the morning and cold at night. lots of meat and creatures different from singapore. like the kangaroo, wombat, snakes, scorpion at his camp site. there was one night when they encounter a storm so strong that they had to hold the tent. so funny, he took a video of it. after his out field, he got his free time. he and his mates went to the streets and zoo. thru photos, they have the super junior feel manzx. haha. shops closes at six. that's pretty early. maybe cuz it's the country side. ooh! and he had burgers the size of carl jr's. and that's the standard size. lol. i want also...

when we were riding home, i noticed the moon is full. it gives me the feeling of the whole family reunited. i love it. ^^

reached at home at six am. crazy. i cant sleep. so i slept only 3 hours before waking up to go out. finally manzx. i went orchard with v and saw many pretty clothings and sales. i want to buy them so much. must count how much i have in my savings. i still got to fork out for my studiowu. T.T no money no money! btw, the worst thing is we missed rihanna at ngee ann city at 4pm that day! manzx. we were just around the corner. anyway, the outing was wonderfully awesome. XD

went home then go crystal jade for my brother's birthday! it was advanced. haha. the thing about my family is we got for exy restaurants and cheap birthday cakes but we dont buy presents. haha. cuz we know, happy to celebrate can already. and the exy restaurants is chosen by the birthday girl/boy. haha. ^^ all the food was delish and great except mine. i wanted to eat la mian in chicken soup but i chose curry chicken noodle in portugese style. yuck manxz. i ate half way, and i feel like puking already. i had to drink so many cold water. maybe cuz it was not my taste. but the xiao long bao and wine chicken were tasty. ^^ so happy can eat such food. haha.

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sunday was like a workout day for me. after ballet, i went swimming. ooh... i so much want to grow taller. i just missed the feeling. >.< ahh~ nevermind. fated.

to my long-time friend, 'joey'... please mend your ways and get your mind straight. it's so hard standing there and i cant do anything to help you. maybe it's my fault but i am sure we are friends again. ooh! please bring your water next time as you know am a hard drinker. please be more serious with ballet. please stop the progress. please be more serious with your life. tyvm. and i wish you well.

i felt like eating chicken wings after swimming. and my pa went to buy it. thanks pa! then the whole family sit together for dinner. that's so not often. it was so beautiful. after that, we celebrate the cake for my brother. ^^ i swear i smiled the brightest in the photo we took.

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i'm so furious with the newpaper for sat and sun. the reports on the [death in zoo] keep on implying that the tigers should be put down. fuck. hell no. i like what this reader said: if someone jump down to the mrt track, must the mrt be shut down? actually, i'm rather surprised that many of the fellow singaporeans voted not to put down the tigers. bless to those who have the good heart manzx. anyway, the man want to jump down on it's own what. put down the tigers for what? they should not be put down or punished in anyway. if they are, 1 life has already taken away, 3 lives is worse.

another is about babyP. altho it's not from singapore but it's so horrifying. how can the mother treat her baby like that. she rather surf porn on the net then watch over her son. crazy.

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i changed my blogskin again. haha.
i love doing that. prolly cuz i get sick of it after a few days.
the featured video is by yazima biyoshitsu(sp?).
made up of 2 daughters and 1 mother. they came to japan to find their father.
i know it's weird and funny. the guy on the right is suppsedly the 11 years old called strawberry. but why does he have armpit hair and looks like a 40 years old man? so weird but funny at the same time. haha. but the song is catchy. ^^

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ooh. and that's the first thing you said after so long?

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good luck to my elder bro for his exam! i know it's very hard and torturing but when it's over, you can grow fat like me! ^^ haha.

happy birthday to my second bro! :D glad you are back in time for your birthday. ^^ so happy. may you find a girlfriend soon. haha.

i dreamt something horrible this morning.
i dont like it.
and i hope it never happens.
classroom + people...
i just hope it never happens.
never ever.
...
...
...
my suspicion and insecurity has taken to my head, eh?
what a shame of myself.
shameful.

red alert 3 is niceeeee~
i miss it ever since like 2005? or 2006?
cant remember. but it's so niceeeee~
i played using empire of the rising sun, and i almost get killed.
why?!... so hard to control.

MY BROTHER IS COMING HOMEEEEEE SOOOON!
in several hours.
i dont know whether to stay till 4am or not.
i got lots to tell him. ^^
so glad he's coming home. XD
i prolly going to dl factory girl and watch while on the way there.

going out soon. happy, eh? :D

went alone again to toa payoh.
i signed up for the korean course already. YAY! ^^
then, i'm back to spending time grooming the thing you walk on.

just watched scrap teacher episode 5 finished.
i din take any screencaps. T.T
lol. still the same. it's so exaggerated.
but daiki on a skate board... so cool~

anyway, after relentless justice finished on channel 8 and inuyasha movies going to be over on okto, my saturday night fever will be long gone. so therefore, i found myself tons of drama to watch. ^^

currently watching: beethoven virus, scrap teacher(once weekly)

and i cant skip my bv. so after bv, which is still currently showing, i'm planning.

> tantei gakuen Q
> yukan club
> celeb to binbo taro
> on air

with that, my hols are full. and glued to the computer.
i still havent count my 2008 ang bao money yet, can you believe it? okay... maybe some of you dont count. but i usually count to see how much income i collected. but it soon be gone... money is never enough.

i'm going to start studiowu, korean class and BRACES soon!
i'm so happy. and i'll make sure my hols will be fruitful.
i dont want to sit down all day staring at the computer.
but that cant be help when red alert 3 is out. hahahahhahahaha.

hoho. suddenly, everything seems stress-free. ^^
unlike school days, when you just stare at the book, feeling stupid.
why must we let exam grade us and determined out future?
some people like me are just not that material.
but what to do? i want to be a psychologist when i grow up but i had to take science. T.T which is the subject that i'm worst in. T.T

ahh~ but we have to be happy that we are all healhy and there's bread and butter.
may god bless all of us. ^^

okay. firstly... i just found out this morning...

HANKYUNG IS DATING SOME ACTRESS FROM HIS 'STAGE OF YOUTH'

actually, i dont care a shit about this drama. and i prolly wont watch it.
okay... maybe i'll watch. but china drama are usually -.- no offence.
and am sick of china. singapore's is so full of this people that i feel like am in china. anyway, rumours have said that he is dating liu yi fei who is damn pretty. if they were dating together, i dont mind. cuz she's worth it. i pretty much like her when she was doing chinese paladin, a drama which i followed in my psle year. everyone was watching it. ^^

okay, back to main point.



pretty, eh? okay... this photo dont really do justice of her. she's a more celestial kind-of girl. anyway, people would prefer she and him together. elf would too.

and maybe not this:


this was taken in stage of youth.
and here's the papparazzi picture:


appearently, liu yi fei, he is not dating. but some actress called huang yi or whatever her name is. anyway, they were not holding hands... ... okay, maybe it's true. but he is getting old so he should get himself a girl. i mean, he cant wait for me for another 10 years, right? haha. just kidding. reports said thar they were happily hanging out with each other... billards and all.

but...
but...
everyone knows he belongs to hee chul.



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shinee's new mv: amigo 아.미.고



HOTHOTHOT. i see shinee in a new light now. ^^
tae min is so cuteeee.
key is so coooooool.
aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh~
and their dance moves. so cool so cool so cool.
SO PRO.
i like them. ^^ haha.
and that girl is a sm trainee. she's 15 and 173cm. my bloody shit. so tall.
first, they wowed me with 'love like oxygen', then they wowed with this.
hehehehehheheheheheheheheheheheh.
they can even sing live with the dance. :O

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big bang new ms: sunset glow



top. top. top. top. top.
this song is damn nice.
g-dragon is cute in here. his funky self.
love this. ^^ nureul saranghae~

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SUPER JUNIOR!

생일축하합니다~
생일축하합니다~
사랑하는 super junior~
생일축하함니다~

altho i only know you since june(thanks to beverly), i will love you many many and support your albums many many till i switch my loyalty which i hope i wont. haha.



SUPER JUNIOR! FIGHTING! ^^ <3

Labels: kpop

why were people selling the tickets since it was given to them free?
bloody ex. people would quote 160 or 120 for a pair of tix.
but i got mine for 100. ^^ i hope i can get it free next year.
why dont they just sell it thru sistics? >O
anyway, i went novena 3 days consecutive. at first, i thot i was going to get from this person for 120, tblock. then just as i was about to reach, an uncle offer me 100 for bblock. even tho it's higher, it's nearer to the stage. plus, it's cheaper. so the next morning, i went down to novena again to get it. -.- so super sianzx.


JANG JANG!

i was a bit hesitated to go since sj would not be there and i thot nobody could go cuz of last minute. but surprisingly, my bro agree to go with me. ^^ thanks, bro! but i was so bad, he should be preparing for his exam but i asked him to come with me. T.T ooh. i hope it wont affect his studies. but he looked a bit sianzx when we were taking the bus to kallang. so we didnt talk. sigh. i was worried then. when we reached, bloody hell, bus 11 din come for so long. so we took a taxi there instead. the traffic light was asdfghjkl irritating. it only let a few cars move then changed to red liaozx. but when we reached, we were on time. ^^


people filling up the seats. i hope i was nearer to the stage.

i got bring binoculars but forget my camera. T.T
but it's not sj, so it's okay...
the only way to comfort myself.
it started off at 8. i went to change seats cuz the light was glaring at me. hate it.

junjin came first.


then there's chae yeon.


okay... i cant remember who came first or last.

jewelry! i love them! all of them are very pretty. i like the rapper the most. okay, i said that lots of time. but i think she very cool. ^^




but there's 2pm! everyone shouted at to 10 out of 10 part. ^^ including me. i was pretty high. but my bro was not. -.- okay. i cant expect him to be high. lol.
but i'm still with sj. btw, my fav guy is the one with the long hair. but he braid it. which is... not nice.


andy:


vos:


u-kiss:


then there's lee ann, kim jong kook. but i din take picutres of them. no offence but i dont know what language was lee ann singing. it was hamke...smth smth then at the chorus, it sounded like chinese. no surprise since he is base in singapore. maybe we should give him more love so that other kpop acts will come here? but him?

then lo and behold. WONDERGIRLS!
they received the loudest cheer. and i was at the peak of my seat during the performance. and so, they were the last to come out. we should have shouted for so hot. but they only do tell me and nobody. so hee's voice was damn high pitch. sun mi's voice was soft. the others was okay. everybody did 'tell me tell me' and 'omana' ILOVEYOOBIN! haha.





i tried to capture their faces on the screen but low quality. T.T


i think this is ye eun?


sun mi.


so hee.


yoobin.


sun ye


the five of them.


and the rest of everyone.


and boo-hoo. the ending. T.T
i hope that next year, we'll still have.
this is the first biggest concert that we have for korea.
so let's spread the biculture(super junior) love, yeah. ^^

photos courtesy of bro.
THANKYOU THANKYOU SO MUCH! <3

ride home...


cool, eh? can surf things when in taxi. but the smell of the taxi is damn nauseating. shits like hell. *pukes*

second day, at square 2.
was supposed to wait for me for facial. but eventually cancelled cuz she got stomach pain. surprisingly, there was a autograph session. so i queue up lor. since i am so free. haha. they say no photos with phones. but heck. haha. they also never catch me. and yep, again. i forgot to bring my camera. so sad... my brain.









siy did the 'A' and everybody went crazy. so sad, i din take a photo of it. but it was so cool. cuz i bet she din know that people in singapore watch her we got married with crown j. haha. if there's this response, there will be sj? no?

while q-ing up, there's this bloody kay poh want to act hero. there was no q at all. then i just anyhow cut. after 30 to 45 mins or so, there's this squeezy and messy line form, the security guard came to help. he asked the aunty to come out of the line as it was too squeezy. then this ccb came and shouted at the guard, saying that the aunty stand there for an hour or so. then she gestured to all of the others, including me that we cut queue. eh, pussy, get your facts right okay. some of us cut when there's isnt even a queue. so when the messy line formed, we are not cutting cuz other people simply moved out or behind. dont anyhow malign us, k. >O you damn rubbish. then, the guard asked me to come out and just follow the line. which means i'm not out of the line. she thot the guard wanted the aunty to get out of the line. rubbish shit. then ahead, there's another guard controlling the line and letting a number of people go ahead first. when it was this tks girl turns, that bloody bitch scolded her and asked her why she cut the aunty's q. the tks was just, like me, standing outside the line. then the aunty din even say anything to the tks girl. that bloody bitch really deserved a scolding. and fuckingly, she looks like ryutaro. yes, a guy. this kind of person, die early. so rash. she can just take a knife and poke into someone's ass over a split milk. dumb bitch.

end of story.

and i met beverly and sharon there too. ^^

that marks the end of the whole kpop craze.


please comeeeeee~

Labels: kpop

blab blab. i want to kill myself.
an offer, korean pop night, a pair of tickets, 80 bucks.
anybody willing to share with me?

*stabs*
*staggers*

i shall not give up.
h-ooh!
i ought to just die.

first of all...

CONGRATULATIONS TO COUSIN ALVIN&&HIS LOVELY WIFE, FELICIA~
AN ADDITION TO MY EXTENDED FAMILY.
A CALL FOR BELLS AND CHAMPAGNE.
A CALL FOR BLISS AND CHEERS.
A CALL FOR BLESS AND CLAPS.

today is a very wonderful day that i noticed my cousin marrying his only one. everytime, my ma would narrate that she and her sisters accompaning him thru his growing years. saying that he watched tv in their house, played with them etc. and when he got to go back to his own house after his kindergarden years, my ma told me that few of her sisters cried or so, i think. haha. okay. his speech was very touching even tho it was short. i almost wanted to cry. altho we are not close, but watching him marrying, seeing his blissed face, i was very peace-ed. alright, no such word but it was like that. a very warm feeling. i imagined, if i were my aunties, i would feel very blessed to have my nephew finding his other half. no words can describe when you see time pass so quickly and see how a chapter of your loved one life ends with a happy ending. it's like, when he/she is young, you would play with them etc. but BOOM, suddenly, you see them all ready to flip that page.
aahh~ i'm so happy for my cousin. ^^
altho it was simple, the food was delish.
of cuz, the warmth was the BEST. :D
BEST WISHES!
[p.s: my cousin looks like alex. haha.]

second:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, AMARIAH!

finally 14, eh.
may you have a very happy year ahead! ^^
forget all the bad things and move on, yeah.
MAY GOD BLESS THIS SEXY BIRTHDAY, GIRL.
LOVEYOU! ^^

"saeilchukahamnida~"

and so on...
- i permed my hair for alvin's wedding. temporary. it was nice. haha. saw myself in a different way. so weird at first. i thot i will look like an ahjumah. that hairdresser said the back of my hair very thin. i was thinking, also you cut one.
haha. i actually went 'sissors' for ten times. and i'm entitled to a free cut. haha! loyal customer. ^^


-my brother is coming back in 2 weeks time. :D yay!
will be waiting for you~


-my pa half-ly agree to get me my braces sooner! if not, i got to wait till 2011. by that time, i would need to wear longer and waste money and time. so, yep, he half-ly allow me. but i'm not sure if he totally agree. cuz for my case, it got to be about 6/7k. T.T why the back of my milk teeth never drop?!idk lah. i'm going to check the hos for it. AND I'M GOING TO CANCEL MY WAITING LIST.

today: A GOOD DAY. ^^

my room is dead untidy. V.V
my plan is:
nov- go learn smth. maybe dance and korean. ^^
dec- prepare for sec 3. rooms to be tidied, homework to do, books to buy.
all time- IMPROVE MY BALLET.
i must manzx, never practice for so long liaozx. i'm so lousy.

AHH! 011108 is wonderful. ^^