sharon.lh

if i write and spend all my time being a fan girl, will i feel it's wasted next time.
when i was primary 6, i like 5566 and co. a lot. it was so stupid of me. now when i looked back, i felt that my youth was taken away, cuz i lost interest in them. and i'm glad that i did. haha. but my albums and dvd of those people that i dont idolize is stashed in my cupboard. i dont know what to do with them. T.T i prolly will send it to cash converters and BUY ANY HSJ OR SJ MERCHANDISE.

other than the magazines i saw at kinokuniya... i want those cds i saw at hmv today~~ can someone buy for me. at, $73 for berryz koubou cd which consist of 11 songs?! crazyyyy~ >.<


LOOK AT THE RIGHT.

he's so hot hot hot. SEXAYE SEXAYE BOYYYY~

from 241008 performance, where they wore their scrap teacher's uniform and the three bad boys came too. i think they are johnny's too. argh~ where are there always background dancers. so many of them. it made the rest of hsj blend with them. -.- i think hsj debut concert also have them. like kis my ft-2 and some other groups. i read it in theppn that johnny are more of a dance company. but all boys. -.-
anyway, i like yamada's head shaking at the beggining. and DAIKI'S SO HOT WHEN HE TOOK OF HIS JACKET. SO COOOOOL~





one of the bullies in scrap teacher. the three of them look like they din practised enough with hsj. they were shuffling here and there. but it was well off? haha. ^^



HEY!SAY!JUMP.





GYAH. SO CUTEEEE~



i want to learn this. anybody? it look so cool. the slow mo is so funny.

and




haha. hikaru. when he won the arm wrestling match with yuya. dai-chan lost to him. but he almost win. taken from shouken club.

HORIKOSHI GAKUEN.
according to pyrefly...
horikoshi gakuen is very expensive but low in curriculum. you can even leave school during school hours for concert rehearsals, as they are not very strict in attendance. this explains why this school is like a breeding ground for idols.
other johnny's went there too. including ama's kat-tun.

and i read that hey say best dont have the priviledged to piroitize their studies.
i wonder if they stop their career ten years down the road, will they able to pick up a different job again? ooh, speaking of which, one of kara's member was so smart that she can do a doctor course but she quit cuz she want to join showbiz. -.- such a waste.


papparazzi shot of dai-chan in his uni. woo-hoo~ HOT.

all above credit to www.pyrefly.wordpress.com

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shinee's new song! amigo!



i swear they got hotter. LIKE REAL HOTTER.
everyone of them. esp minho, onew and key.
with their new image and POWERFUL AND WONDERFUL TALENTS, they are, no offence, better than hsj. but 5 of them cant beat my dai-chan! ^^
cold eyes, baby~ :D

and can't wait for big bang's next album

.

i believed this song will moved me to tears.
the teaser had given me goosebumps already.
sounds pretty good, eh?
CANT WAIT. ^^
wait second november is coming.
and so is snsd new album~
gosh. total breakdown for a kpop junkie.

and not forgetting SUPER JUNIOR. MY LOVE, MY SWEETS, MY ECSTACY.
LOL. they changed their hair style! okay, only donghae and ryeowook.
but so much better. this fancam usually focus at hanky. altho i was secretly enjoying it, but please show some 13 love~ cuz sj is nothing w/o 13 of them.



and i like this fan-made vid. so full of 13 love~ and quite a lot of eunhae moments. hell, i wish they were together again. they looked so cute together. now sj-m is in china. PFFT. even fishy misses him.



okay, i'm done fangirl-ing.
so, what do you reckon?
will i regret or not?

ooh, btw, comics connection tpy stocked up their sj merchandise. muhahaha.
screw you all flh fans.



*was suppose to post it yesterday but it crashed.

Labels: jpop, kpop

shit. i'm addicted to daiki arioka.
actually, i think i like hsj cuz of him.
ooh! okay. maybe not the only reason but the top.
their bromance are very cute too~

i watched their making of and they are hot hot hot playing together.
and i also watched sensai wa erai and scrap teacher.
back to my dorama!
next, i'm going to try watching densha otoko.

scences from scrap teacher ep3. (yes, i'm crazy over HIM. lol)






the four of them.




lol. rarely see chinen's face bu shuang.



there's still more. ^^
anyway, the drama is nice but cuz of chinese subs, i sometimes cant understand.
in fan ti zi mah.
but daiki rarely speak. yamada and yuto are always the one to be lead.
ahh~ but, daiki was voted the [girls who want to date most]number 1.
chinen is second. yamada dont have. his reaction damn funny.

was browsing kinokuniya when i saw this:





can someone buy for me, please~
hehehehhehehheheheh.

ahh~ it's late now.

i think i have some brain damage or something.
i cannot control my feelings.
whatever i feel, i feel to the extremes.
if i am happy, i am ecstatic.
if i am sad, i am depressed.
if i am angry, i am screaming.
if i am worried, i am shaking.

crazy, huh?
prolly cuz of the hormones. (yeah, pms)
but it's so weird.
like last week, the craziest day i ever had. shouting at everyone then the next minute smiling at everyone. then today, i woke up to my parents quarreling. i started bawling and screaming at them.

here's what happen.
just cuz of newspaper, they started shouting and screaming at each other.
but i know it's not cuz of that.
several events build their emotions up and it wasnt cleared.
and thus, this.
they are always complaining about each other to me.
and whenever they scold me, they will diverse it to each other.
just like the chalet thing, so many things built up.
sigh sigh.
i was screaming at them to stop shouting and blah blah.
but then i realised i over-reacted.
everything. o-v-e-r r-e-a-c-t.
huu~
when will people learn to not fuss over small things?
when will people learn to appreciate things?
my eyes are still puffy from the bawling.
ooh! i feel so paiseh.

anyway, what a pity. what a pity.
last day and poof, gone.
my sec 2 life is o-v-e-r.
i wish i had done more things.
but, alas, i dont want to think about it.
it's over.
no point thinking how pathetic i am and look.
summary: pity.

my stress outlet: MY BELOVED T10.
all my videos and songs really calm me down.
yesterday night, i watched sensai wa erai till 4am in the morning, in the dark, lying on my bed. ooh~ my daiki is so cuteeeee~. the whole drama is okay. prolly cuz i dont understand some part of it. daiki, daiki, daiki!
going to watch scrap teacher. but but where can i find eng subs? T.T

by the way, i still hearts my super junior even tho i'm idolizing hsj.
SUJU&&HSJ JIANG~

can someone tell me what's shinee and hsj fan colour?

GYA~ GYA~ GYA~
A SUPERRRRR CUTEEEEEE 10-BOYS BAND!
HEY! SAY! JUMP.


(left names for top/ right names for bottom)
heh. heh. heh. heh. heh.
i heard of them long ago.
but not until i chance upon the pv on my blog.
some of them are so cuteeee.

my favourite!
DAIKI ARIOKA :D







so cuteeeee, right?! hahahahhahahahahhahahahahhaahahaha.
his eyes is oh-so sexaye.
daisuki~

and the others whom i think is uber cute too.

CHINEN:

same age as us?
gosh. so damn cute.

RYUTARO:

younger than us. ^^

alot of people life yamada.
and they always feature him in front and i think he's kind of ego.
but they are still so lovable.
all 10 of them.
cuz of their bromance.
yep, prolly groups with large numbers and good relationships among them made me like them.
dont you feel like pinching their cheeks?
eeyeow~
speaking of bromance, SUPER JUNIOR, IT DEFINES.
and sometimes, my class boys too. cuz they are soccer mates.
the thing about it is, no matter what, they'll have fun and treat each other like slibings.
haha. of cuz, got female version: MY BELOVED DA.
and that's so cuteeeee~
since now sj's been busy preparing their 3rd album in the midst of their sub-groups, i shall turn my attention to hsj. haha.
but, fuck, sjm is still back in china. wtf.

i shall stop here and edit later...
my pa wants to go out in my midst of blogging.
always like that one.
never tell us his plans.
huu~

Labels: jpop

today's officially a ride of rollecoaster for me.

bored > angry > anxiety > happy

many things happen.
i think i went overboard with my feelings.
sorry to those i had lashed at.
thankyou so much to those that had helped me.

i should have sleep sufficiently.

it caused me mine life.
a reminder for me.
things starts to spiral down when i did not have enought of sleep.
and i have enough of this.
(ok, i shouldnt be blogging now.)

but i think i went a lil siao today.
alright. very extreme siao.
i dont think am like this.
am i?
V.V
huu~
one more day...
i did not expect to end it off like this.

today's another useless day, on a dl spree. kara's album's so looong.
whole day glued to computer. saw lots of bb and supy's love. ^^
dl-ed shinee, kara and epik high and some other songs.
hope they are good. but my videos cant be dl-ed. someone helppppp.

anyway, WONDERGIRLS AND JEWELRY ARE COMING TO SINGAPORE.
i dont care about the others. but WG AND JEWELRY....
GYAHHH~
but tickets are not for sale. D:
i'm going to airport to 'jie' them. i dont care.
anybody going, must jio me, k.

god. i never practice ballet. die.

anyway, i had this wierd dream of ms low killing fishes while we're taking a science test.
and life's horoscope said i must remember this dream.
crazy. how'd they know i had dream?
coincidence?

ooh. and a question came up to my mind while having a convo with v.
why does our keyboard is not in alpahbatical order?
it's called the qwerty layout.
and cuz of it was from typewriter invention, you can type 'typewriter' in the first row.
okay. very boh liao.
i want to call my son, qwerty.
haha.

ms wong actually want to let us see this video.
she even watch attack of the pin up boys and full house.
i hope she is supy-fied. haha.

finally the crazy week is over. OVER.
during that week ,the atmosphere was a mixtue of tense and faigue.
i guess everyone had it hard. but now it's over, everyone cant help but scream.
in my case, that is.
i was surprised that the night before each exam was relax for me.
usually, i would cram. i suppose you really need a mind of ease to breeze thru it.
except for chinese. omg. my lan chinese~
glad everything is done.

yesterday, i packed my post exam mess. it was the messiest week of my life.
stacks of papers and books are everywhere. the image of the horrendous room cant leave my mind. and today, i get some time alone. at first, the feeling was miserable. now i understand. actually i do understand all this while. anyway, i got up and rush my dnt shit. went to eat lunch and school on my own. i get to think somethings on my own. i get to be alone for a while. prolly, sometime you need it. it's not that bad. you feel blocked out. ooh, i met this ang moh in the bus. he's really big and sat beside me. i dont like the feeling. but he din do anything and he offered me a sweet. but i still dont like that feeling. -.- huu~

watched snsd's new reality show. it was quite okay. jessica read sophie kinsella. lol. and their style are much the same as singapore. except, their clothes and prettier. tiffany's annoying with her 'omg' and 'ready?'

i borrowed mao's last dancer. it was a pleasant read. give a an idea on how life was like last time in china. and that made me feel guilty for throwing breakfasts away. i dont have a good appetite in the early mornings so i dont really like to eat breakfast. my beloved ma prepared for me and i throw away. is that i want to throw, i throw it with a heavy heart. i believed the bread still can be eaten but it's not fresh anymore. D: so how? i must kick this habit. help.

i keep meeting people from my past. it's a good and bad thing. i met some 'unknown' people to me. not much change. and I MET ANNIE ANNIE ANNIE ANNIE. my cool cool friend. it's been years since i met her. ahhh~ saranghae~

should i perm my hair? like make a little wave? or let it grow longer first? ah! othege~

SUPER JUNIOR 13 LOVE~~