sharon.lh

snsd overload! these are from their tweety shoots and new mini-album.
source: http://www.allkpop.com/
visit them for more info about snsd new mini-album.
song out on 22nd. WOO-HOO!
"i am genie for the world"~
sounds like jtrance, which means, of course, it'll be catchy.
after hot issue, my main image of this blog will be TAENG.the clothes chio hor. very in now. i want a blazer like taeng's in the last pic.
next up, the teaser. wanted to put the indiv shots of them. haha.

... will continue tmr.

Labels: shopping

Labels: shopping

the title means... i'm always.

okay. so i'm currently reading this book called '7 habits of highly effective teenager'. Reading only till the part one. and it set me thinking about some things.

so i told abi all that i felt. i'm seriously surprised that she's not angry or feeling disappointed at me. i mean... i have this paradigm that she's close with her and that day when i did the shameless thing, i thought she was hiding it away from me. and so, i kept finding evidence to prove my paradigm is correct. when i find out that that day is she is the one who ask abi out, i'm... relieved but not fully convinced. another question kept appearing in my head, and that is why didnt she tell me? comes in another paradigm, i cant bear to lose her. to be frank, she's the person that impacted one my life the most. and thus, my possessive monster comes out. i want to know everyday of what she's doing and how's she's feeling. if she dont reply my sms for a long time, my imagination runs wild and my mind will be full of it. but then, another paradigm of mine, RESPECT. if i want to keep this deep bond we had for 2 years and counting, i have to respect her privacy. but then (another paradigm), dont best friends tell each other everything? and thus, i'm confused. even tho i told her everything, those negative paradigms starts to changed. maybe i should relax a bit. i hope my only good paradigm will overcome the rest. i still love her as my bestest friend tho. and i will do everything and anything to let it stay like that forever. [hearts hearts hearts]

it's not that i'm lesbian, you know. haha. and abi, i'm sorry.

omg. this china women called and asked me about my handphone and stuff. i told her my name is motoria li. stupid women. haha! then i hung up. :)

okay. should go do my work to stop thinking about it.
i suddenly hate last minute. so rush-y.
tmr guides with the kids.
it's good. i like it!
i just HATE guides meetings.

update!

this looks like the boy abi and i saw on the train. he waved bye to us and abi missed it. she cried so badly on the train.

yes. it's kevjumba from youtube! he's cute, aint he?
yuri gets the front. YAY!
but taetaetaetaetaetaetaetaeyeonnnnieeeee! why way behind?!?!?!?
you and sunny are the shorties. (no offence, i'm the same height as them.)
so why not front? kimtaeyeonieeeeee!
the gorgeous prize have to go to sexica. that's why her name's gorjess.
hyo's hair improved.
yuri is still as hot as ever.
sunny and seohyun are getting the same hair AGAIN.
sooyoung looks pretty with the short style.
fany just looks a bit weird.
yoona is still rocking the cm look. love her fashion in cm.

i dont want to remember the few previous post.

so, here!

that was sengkang
i'm too lazy to rotate it.
i just added/organized some stuff in my computer.
and dl-ed songs!
many many!
next up to dl will be snsd, ss501 and 4 minute.
hot issue is nice. ^^
i want to record the 'hot issue' ending as my sms ring tone.

there's beach outing too!

TIRED.

of guides and my holidays and waiting.

went to sengkang swimming with sab today.
shall post about it next time.
i need to shower, pack, sleep.
tmr guides,
friday guides,
next friday guides,
next next friday and saturday guides.
SCREW YOUR BALLS.

and it hurts if i had thought correctly.
i cant wait for monday.
to ask for forgiveness and show the true side of me.

i want to kill myself. goodbye.

GOOD LA.
EVERYBODY IS GOING OVERSEAS.
EVERYBODY IS GOING SHOPPING.
EVERYBODY IS WATCHING MOVIE.
EVERYBODY HAS MONEY TO DO THOSE THINGS.
I WANT BUY THINGS ALSO HAVE TO WAIT FOR FAMILY'S MONEY.
I WANT WATCH MOVIE ALSO HAVE TO THINK TWICE.
I WANT GO OVERSEAS AND TOUR ALSO DONT DARE EVEN THINK.
I WANT TO ACHIEVE SILVER BADGE ALSO NEED TO TRY HARDER THAN OTHERS.
I WANT TO ACHIEVE SOMETHING THAT I'M PROUD OF ALSO BUAY SAI.
I WANT BE TRUE TO ABI ALSO HAVE TO WAIT SO LONG.
I WANT GO DIE ALSO CANNOT.
THEN WHAT YOU WANT ME TO DO SIA.
LOUSY SHIT.
GO STUFF YOUR OWN ASS LA.
EAT YOUR BLOODY 'PLUM BLOSSOM' LA.
WANT MESS WITH ME.
I SO TIRED LIAO LEH.
GIVE ME A BREAK, CAN?!
I DONT WANT KIT KAT LA.
DONT JOKE WITH ME.
I WANT BREAKKKKKKKKKKKK.
SIGH.
LIFE'S LIKE THAT.
SO SAD HOR.
CUZ PEOPLE SAY,
SELF-PITY IS THE WORST YOU CAN GET.
THUS, I TRY VERY HARD NOT TO PITY MYSELF.
NO MATTER HOW MUCH I TRY,
I'M BACK TO MY OLD PATHETIC SELF.
TIRED LA.
TIRED LA.
TIRED LA.
GO DIE LA.
READ WHAT READ.
SHOOT YOU THEN YOU KNOW AH.
I GOT ASK YOU READ MEH.
KNNBCCB.
&%#@$^%.
TIRED.
ENOUGH.

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update: 1106009; 7.50AM
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i woke up by my pa and ma's shouting. crazy hor. i cant be bothered alr. cant believe, i spent ytd breaking down cuz it was so painful and tiring to see my family getting affected cuz we dont have enough money. the look on their face is just... tiring. and yet, life still have to move on. you know why my pa angry, cuz he kena scolded in work. he always like that. then he will throw that frasturation at my ma, then she will rah at me or just randomly at anyone.

what can i do with everything. it's so tiring alr.
no matter how much i hate everything, there's nothing i can do.
the above in caps are all in anger and frasturation.
and now, i'm too tired to feel anything.
i have guides in 2 hours time.

i'm going crazy.
i'm seriously is.
i really hope abi knows that i need her now.
but i still have to deal all this myself.
so, even if anybody knows, nobody can do anything.
so, isnt it better to not let everyone know what i'm going thru.
so, BYEEEEEEEEE.
anyway, it will blow over soon. (i hope.)
so whatever.

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update: 110609; 04:02pm
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okay. i think i'm fine now.
but i'm still tired of everything. -.-
and i miss abi! T.T
i suddenly got a lot thing to do.
but i miss abi! T.T
i suddenly loss my apetite in food.
weird, huh.
i'm a food lover, you know.

heng, they din do much for silver badge. but whatever. -.- tmr and next week still got. sianzx. i dont want la. but at the same time, i got nothing to do at home. actually a lot. but i cant stuck 24/7 at home, staring four blank walls. so, sigh, go lor.

abi going to malaysia for a whole week. going to miss her! and cant wait for our dates and cant wait for my mission~ but i'm scared. very scared. i kept thinking about it(prolly since back when exam ended till now), about how it will turn out and whether it will hurt our friendship. abi, if you reading this, it's not a surprise but it's a shock. not that i'm lesbian or anything like i have cancer or migrating. haha. but i know you are going to be angry and it's just smth that if i dont ask for your forgiveness, we will both live in darkness about it. and i know you hate this kind of thing but, let's be frank with each other, k? sorry.

eng ended today. sigh. kind of lose my interest in eng. i always thot i will have no problems in eng but this semester proves everything wrong. i got to work harder. at least, i want an A for bio, chem, Amaths and geog! you know why, cuz i want a job that is animal or mental or dance related. i was telling this to my ma, she said she like the dance one cuz she hates animal and thinks mental is so out. haha. see, my mama support me. ^^ hehe. if all fails, i want to be rubbish collector. i just saw one truck that stops while i was waiting for the bus. hehehehehhehehehe. :D wish me luck, yeah.

this is so lol:

our era-


i like park gahee voice. it's nice in here. but my fav is still bekha. she raps and she's cool. idk why that like to put her far behind, with only few lines and always hides her eyes. -.-

my bro's era-


so lol, right? with the dark lipstick, crazy-over-the-top actions and dance moves, opening their legs when wearing long skirts. very funny. but i prefer this than the new one. er... nicer to hear.

okay. i guess i will be ahead of my schedule and pack my books first.

i cant pronounce 'S' now. roars.

omg! i sent 900 over sms! cuz i cant track my msg count. god, ohmygod!

if the playlist isnt working. can tell me? ty!

my teeth is summer but pain.

cant be bothered to do anything productive.

okay. time to plan my things.

god. tmr guides. next week guides.

cca more important than studies?

i die for you to see.

i really just wish i drop school and ballet! :D

say yay for me.

my speech is incoherent now.

so GET LOST.

shit that eheritage.

the koh guy called me sharon lui.

i very money face meh?!

nb.

the lily person also heck care me.

i dont really care, you know.

i really cant speak now.

so lucky that i dont have oral exams now.

english tmr!

sianzx.

beach outing was fun.

sandy sandy~