i'm down with a flu.
a flu over a critical weekend.
damn.
four tests coming up, total defence badge, thinking's day. sigh.
so suay manzxz. i got plans for this weekend so that i can breeze thru the tests. but what the fucking hell. i got this stupid flu that makes me want to sleep. but when i sleep, i have a fucking blocked nose. when i wake up, the mucus will dry up and my nose is sooo painful. and this flu made me miss my ballet lesson. curse this fucking flu. i'm just glad im okay today.
i felt so moody on sat cuz it was the worse day of the three days i had this fucking flu.
i thinked why i had this and why it happen to me. i guess, i should really head my parents advice and take care of my health. as i said, i want to be professional in everyway i can. and loving myself is very important to me. so i will try. but no matter how hard i try, something holds me back. and that is my laziness. (: just say cheers to me for even being lazy to breathe.
on fri, i had the most embarrassing time of my life in guides. my flu started and i really want to go home. so i volunteered to be the timer. and guess what. i took my right as my left and vice versa. how stupid is that. really. omg, i think im going to break the mirror.
on v.day, celebrated singlehood with ama, yong, ht, nads and man. (y'know it kinds of disturbs me when everyone's name can have an alternative and my cant. actually can. it's ron. eww. thats dumb.) had ice cream and doritos(: thanks to all of you manxz. loves. (:
brother: can give mc?
doctor: no lah. running nose only. no need lah.
so bad. i hate that doctor. he will took your weight whenever you see him. i hope he close down. muhaha. i'm so bad.
these songs are nice. (:
it freaks me a bit that yael naim looks like amywinehous w/o the beehive. do you?
p/s: LJK is hot. (: