sharon.lh

i'm down with a flu.
a flu over a critical weekend.
damn.

four tests coming up, total defence badge, thinking's day. sigh.
so suay manzxz. i got plans for this weekend so that i can breeze thru the tests. but what the fucking hell. i got this stupid flu that makes me want to sleep. but when i sleep, i have a fucking blocked nose. when i wake up, the mucus will dry up and my nose is sooo painful. and this flu made me miss my ballet lesson. curse this fucking flu. i'm just glad im okay today.

i felt so moody on sat cuz it was the worse day of the three days i had this fucking flu.
i thinked why i had this and why it happen to me. i guess, i should really head my parents advice and take care of my health. as i said, i want to be professional in everyway i can. and loving myself is very important to me. so i will try. but no matter how hard i try, something holds me back. and that is my laziness. (: just say cheers to me for even being lazy to breathe.

on fri, i had the most embarrassing time of my life in guides. my flu started and i really want to go home. so i volunteered to be the timer. and guess what. i took my right as my left and vice versa. how stupid is that. really. omg, i think im going to break the mirror.

on v.day, celebrated singlehood with ama, yong, ht, nads and man. (y'know it kinds of disturbs me when everyone's name can have an alternative and my cant. actually can. it's ron. eww. thats dumb.) had ice cream and doritos(: thanks to all of you manxz. loves. (:

brother: can give mc?
doctor: no lah. running nose only. no need lah.
so bad. i hate that doctor. he will took your weight whenever you see him. i hope he close down. muhaha. i'm so bad.

these songs are nice. (:





it freaks me a bit that yael naim looks like amywinehous w/o the beehive. do you?

p/s: LJK is hot. (:

watched cloverfield just now on some website. quite nice. tho it's flimed in the theater but whatever. i didnt get some parts cuz the video clip is so shaky. anzwayz, looking forward to see what happen next. ^^

yesterday, went school with home clothes. omg! i want ama's flats. so comfy. made lanterns. -.- and watched because i'm a girl mv. it's nice, right, people? touching but not tear-jerking. after donkey hours later, had reunion dinner at kim san leng(bishan again.) had lou hei and many nice food. ;D i'm 100 kg fatter now. haha. and it's been ages since i play arcade. i know you want to laugh at me. hmph. went si ma lu(waterloo street?) and pray. read my fortune as in the zodiac. they say it's going to be a good year for me, however, i must work very hard for what i want and always be cautious and think twice. isnt that what our parents always say? i think i must head this advice now. dont say i'm superstitious or what, okay. cuz am having streaming and ballet exam this year so i want to give the best i can. esp ballet since i really want to learn pointe. studies also lah. as albert koh says studying is the easiest way to get a good job. which is very true. i noticed, we( or issit just me?) address our teachers in full name( patrick goh, amy chan, mary chye, albert koh etc.) lmfao.

yay, the ang bao day has arrived. (: havent count yet tho. wore green strawberry tee, jumper and red flats(blister sia!) i dropped my one-of-a-kind pink rabbit earing while visiting my father's aunty. *sobs* shouldnt have wear it in the first place. it was loose. anzwayz, my father's ballet cousin never come! she overseas dancing. haha. i'm not even an inch close with her but it's nice seeing a professional ballet dancer in front of you. (: wentto queensway macs or whatever that place is and saw this huge terrapin pond. so many of them. like lots. and i played the children playground. you know, that hamster toy-like thing. haha. went mcnair afterwards, was pretty tired but played mahjong(haha) until my brain cant think. had fun with my cousins. actually, seeing them is considered fun. cuz you always want to find out after a year, what happened to them, how they have changed. not exactly a year but obviously less than last time. ): i still remembered we play hide and seek in ah gong's house. ah... those days, every sat. and i totally forgot that adeline's a fan of pink. i mean, how can i. untill i saw her sationary or file or whatever you call that. i thot we were having dinner but no. so i ate very little today and not feel hungry at all. maybe now, yes. haha. practised split during the night after long time.
mahjong session tmr again. haha. ooh yah. ah gong is so cute. (:

dreams really do come true. sometimes. mine did. and it was nice^^. but i want it perfect.

nights. (:

p.s: pardon my spelling mistake. the spell check is not working and appearantly, my brain too.

hallehlujah(sic) to me. i just downloaded URBZ by myself.
supposedly, i asked my bro to help me but he refused cuz i have no clue how to download. so i use my intelligence(ahem.) to dl. (: yay to me. i just started playing phoenix wright. it's so lor soh but it's quite okay. i cant believe ama woke up at 530AM to play that game.

went to squaretwo today. and and and i bought two new school shoes and some nessesities. my kappa shoe is going a bit bonkers. so yeah. maybe i will wear back my kappa shoe tmr. ^^
had ballet today and i was late. darn. no ballet for a week. how sad. our exam is like 2 more months and i'm lagging way behind. lyly didnt come today tho. i cant be bothered to do HE hmwk. there's like seven pages. -.-

my current blog song is so nice,right? at first i thot it was by a lady but it's by MIKA. hahaha. stupid me. let me give you the lyrics.

LOVE
it's not about boy and girl.
it's about you, me and everyone.

let's see...

on monday
got caught by science teacher for writing some notes. i think it hurt her ego so she want an apologise from me and yong.
just admit, no need to hide

on tuesday
went bugis with mummy after school and bought my new year tee. (:
and thanks my dearest mother and bro for the desired pink wallet that cost a bomb. of course, i carried the next day.

on wednesday
nothing really special, i hope.

on thursday
ate lunch with victoria and her mommy. haha.

on friday
history: fail (:

chapel: that single-parent child* is soooo annoying. he wont put his bag aside and i had no place to sit. he knows i'm fat and he still so thick-skinned. really! that toad shit. > O

guides: manja monster attacked. ): i said," if you fear everything, you cant do anything". and she said she dont believe me. i mean, it's true, isnt it?
and that fucker sterotypist and suck up labelling us," they only good at homework only".

how you expect me to communicate with people like her? some more ask us why we so quiet. so bloody dumb. and i'm not talking about anyone from twotruth/love.

*calms down*
so, i'm so lack in ballet. i didnt practise split for five days. *gasp*
and thus, the abrupt ending.