sharon.lh

it's a update.

2009-10-17T17:39:00.003+08:00

popgoesthepimple.onsugar.com

and, i'm moving to greenland and be a greenie.
do miss me. mua!

i am your genie

2009-06-20T01:26:00.003+08:00

snsd overload! these are from their tweety shoots and new mini-album.
source: http://www.allkpop.com/
visit them for more info about snsd new mini-album.
song out on 22nd. WOO-HOO!
"i am genie for the world"~
sounds like jtrance, which means, of course, it'll be catchy.
after hot issue, my main image of this blog will be TAENG.the clothes chio hor. very in now. i want a blazer like taeng's in the last pic.
next up, the teaser. wanted to put the indiv shots of them. haha.

... will continue tmr.

mercury is silver

2009-06-20T01:09:00.007+08:00

photos grabbed from ciaopanic, x-girl and mercuryduo.

blazer, dress, jumpsuit, layers are the in thing now, i assumed or so i'm finding it nice.

haha. love those colours.

desired

2009-06-18T15:27:00.004+08:00

and the suspender of thirty dollars.

and i want a dress too.

gola- $45

balzer- $32

suspender- $30

dress- ?? (havent find one that i like)

which one should i invest?

prolly the suspender.

but i also can buy the belt for it.
i have thirty bucks with me.

and i bought shoes alr.

heex.

maybe i should get a shirt too.

been looking for plain white ones that fit comfortably.

nan hansang

2009-06-18T13:58:00.007+08:00

the title means... i'm always.

okay. so i'm currently reading this book called '7 habits of highly effective teenager'. Reading only till the part one. and it set me thinking about some things.

so i told abi all that i felt. i'm seriously surprised that she's not angry or feeling disappointed at me. i mean... i have this paradigm that she's close with her and that day when i did the shameless thing, i thought she was hiding it away from me. and so, i kept finding evidence to prove my paradigm is correct. when i find out that that day is she is the one who ask abi out, i'm... relieved but not fully convinced. another question kept appearing in my head, and that is why didnt she tell me? comes in another paradigm, i cant bear to lose her. to be frank, she's the person that impacted one my life the most. and thus, my possessive monster comes out. i want to know everyday of what she's doing and how's she's feeling. if she dont reply my sms for a long time, my imagination runs wild and my mind will be full of it. but then, another paradigm of mine, RESPECT. if i want to keep this deep bond we had for 2 years and counting, i have to respect her privacy. but then (another paradigm), dont best friends tell each other everything? and thus, i'm confused. even tho i told her everything, those negative paradigms starts to changed. maybe i should relax a bit. i hope my only good paradigm will overcome the rest. i still love her as my bestest friend tho. and i will do everything and anything to let it stay like that forever. [hearts hearts hearts]

it's not that i'm lesbian, you know. haha. and abi, i'm sorry.

omg. this china women called and asked me about my handphone and stuff. i told her my name is motoria li. stupid women. haha! then i hung up. :)

okay. should go do my work to stop thinking about it.
i suddenly hate last minute. so rush-y.
tmr guides with the kids.
it's good. i like it!
i just HATE guides meetings.

update!

this looks like the boy abi and i saw on the train. he waved bye to us and abi missed it. she cried so badly on the train.

yes. it's kevjumba from youtube! he's cute, aint he?
yuri gets the front. YAY!
but taetaetaetaetaetaetaetaeyeonnnnieeeee! why way behind?!?!?!?
you and sunny are the shorties. (no offence, i'm the same height as them.)
so why not front? kimtaeyeonieeeeee!
the gorgeous prize have to go to sexica. that's why her name's gorjess.
hyo's hair improved.
yuri is still as hot as ever.
sunny and seohyun are getting the same hair AGAIN.
sooyoung looks pretty with the short style.
fany just looks a bit weird.
yoona is still rocking the cm look. love her fashion in cm.

peace out.

2009-06-18T13:01:00.003+08:00

i dont want to remember the few previous post.

so, here!

that was sengkang
i'm too lazy to rotate it.
i just added/organized some stuff in my computer.
and dl-ed songs!
many many!
next up to dl will be snsd, ss501 and 4 minute.
hot issue is nice. ^^
i want to record the 'hot issue' ending as my sms ring tone.

there's beach outing too!

the concert, overnight and two dates photos are still with abi.

faster! haha.

biggest ever

2009-06-11T00:27:00.009+08:00

TIRED.

of guides and my holidays and waiting.

went to sengkang swimming with sab today.
shall post about it next time.
i need to shower, pack, sleep.
tmr guides,
friday guides,
next friday guides,
next next friday and saturday guides.
SCREW YOUR BALLS.

and it hurts if i had thought correctly.
i cant wait for monday.
to ask for forgiveness and show the true side of me.

i want to kill myself. goodbye.

GOOD LA.
EVERYBODY IS GOING OVERSEAS.
EVERYBODY IS GOING SHOPPING.
EVERYBODY IS WATCHING MOVIE.
EVERYBODY HAS MONEY TO DO THOSE THINGS.
I WANT BUY THINGS ALSO HAVE TO WAIT FOR FAMILY'S MONEY.
I WANT WATCH MOVIE ALSO HAVE TO THINK TWICE.
I WANT GO OVERSEAS AND TOUR ALSO DONT DARE EVEN THINK.
I WANT TO ACHIEVE SILVER BADGE ALSO NEED TO TRY HARDER THAN OTHERS.
I WANT TO ACHIEVE SOMETHING THAT I'M PROUD OF ALSO BUAY SAI.
I WANT BE TRUE TO ABI ALSO HAVE TO WAIT SO LONG.
I WANT GO DIE ALSO CANNOT.
THEN WHAT YOU WANT ME TO DO SIA.
LOUSY SHIT.
GO STUFF YOUR OWN ASS LA.
EAT YOUR BLOODY 'PLUM BLOSSOM' LA.
WANT MESS WITH ME.
I SO TIRED LIAO LEH.
GIVE ME A BREAK, CAN?!
I DONT WANT KIT KAT LA.
DONT JOKE WITH ME.
I WANT BREAKKKKKKKKKKKK.
SIGH.
LIFE'S LIKE THAT.
SO SAD HOR.
CUZ PEOPLE SAY,
SELF-PITY IS THE WORST YOU CAN GET.
THUS, I TRY VERY HARD NOT TO PITY MYSELF.
NO MATTER HOW MUCH I TRY,
I'M BACK TO MY OLD PATHETIC SELF.
TIRED LA.
TIRED LA.
TIRED LA.
GO DIE LA.
READ WHAT READ.
SHOOT YOU THEN YOU KNOW AH.
I GOT ASK YOU READ MEH.
KNNBCCB.
&%#@$^%.
TIRED.
ENOUGH.

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update: 1106009; 7.50AM
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i woke up by my pa and ma's shouting. crazy hor. i cant be bothered alr. cant believe, i spent ytd breaking down cuz it was so painful and tiring to see my family getting affected cuz we dont have enough money. the look on their face is just... tiring. and yet, life still have to move on. you know why my pa angry, cuz he kena scolded in work. he always like that. then he will throw that frasturation at my ma, then she will rah at me or just randomly at anyone.

what can i do with everything. it's so tiring alr.
no matter how much i hate everything, there's nothing i can do.
the above in caps are all in anger and frasturation.
and now, i'm too tired to feel anything.
i have guides in 2 hours time.

i'm going crazy.
i'm seriously is.
i really hope abi knows that i need her now.
but i still have to deal all this myself.
so, even if anybody knows, nobody can do anything.
so, isnt it better to not let everyone know what i'm going thru.
so, BYEEEEEEEEE.
anyway, it will blow over soon. (i hope.)
so whatever.

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update: 110609; 04:02pm
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okay. i think i'm fine now.
but i'm still tired of everything. -.-
and i miss abi! T.T
i suddenly got a lot thing to do.
but i miss abi! T.T
i suddenly loss my apetite in food.
weird, huh.
i'm a food lover, you know.

we so fly

2009-06-04T17:57:00.004+08:00

heng, they din do much for silver badge. but whatever. -.- tmr and next week still got. sianzx. i dont want la. but at the same time, i got nothing to do at home. actually a lot. but i cant stuck 24/7 at home, staring four blank walls. so, sigh, go lor.

abi going to malaysia for a whole week. going to miss her! and cant wait for our dates and cant wait for my mission~ but i'm scared. very scared. i kept thinking about it(prolly since back when exam ended till now), about how it will turn out and whether it will hurt our friendship. abi, if you reading this, it's not a surprise but it's a shock. not that i'm lesbian or anything like i have cancer or migrating. haha. but i know you are going to be angry and it's just smth that if i dont ask for your forgiveness, we will both live in darkness about it. and i know you hate this kind of thing but, let's be frank with each other, k? sorry.

eng ended today. sigh. kind of lose my interest in eng. i always thot i will have no problems in eng but this semester proves everything wrong. i got to work harder. at least, i want an A for bio, chem, Amaths and geog! you know why, cuz i want a job that is animal or mental or dance related. i was telling this to my ma, she said she like the dance one cuz she hates animal and thinks mental is so out. haha. see, my mama support me. ^^ hehe. if all fails, i want to be rubbish collector. i just saw one truck that stops while i was waiting for the bus. hehehehehhehehehe. :D wish me luck, yeah.

this is so lol:

our era-

i like park gahee voice. it's nice in here. but my fav is still bekha. she raps and she's cool. idk why that like to put her far behind, with only few lines and always hides her eyes. -.-

my bro's era-

so lol, right? with the dark lipstick, crazy-over-the-top actions and dance moves, opening their legs when wearing long skirts. very funny. but i prefer this than the new one. er... nicer to hear.

okay. i guess i will be ahead of my schedule and pack my books first.

i cant pronounce 'S' now. roars.

omg! i sent 900 over sms! cuz i cant track my msg count. god, ohmygod!

if the playlist isnt working. can tell me? ty!

roars roars

2009-06-03T20:43:00.003+08:00

my teeth is summer but pain.

cant be bothered to do anything productive.

okay. time to plan my things.

god. tmr guides. next week guides.

cca more important than studies?

i die for you to see.

i really just wish i drop school and ballet! :D

say yay for me.

my speech is incoherent now.

so GET LOST.

shit that eheritage.

the koh guy called me sharon lui.

i very money face meh?!

nb.

the lily person also heck care me.

i dont really care, you know.

i really cant speak now.

so lucky that i dont have oral exams now.

english tmr!

sianzx.

beach outing was fun.

sandy sandy~

sleepovernight

2009-05-31T23:48:00.003+08:00

LET'S FIND OUT WHAT HAPPENED TO SHARON ON SATURDAY NIGHT~~~
haha. i sleep over at abi's house right after sab's concert.
30/31 [hearts] it was super fun. i want to sleep over again.
but thruout the the whole time i have my worries:

#1: i scared i'll make a bad impression of myself to her family. it's not like they are scary and all. they are very warm and nice. but i just scared later they think, " er... why is she like that?" haha.
#2: my pa bad mood. which is super scary. during this period of time, it's better to stay under the hole.

haha. silly me.
the concert was nice.
sab's one was the better out of all the secondary schools.
i noticed a lot of contemporary.

i noticed a lot of people are turning to kpop. which is good.
and hear hear hear, ft island is coming to SG!!!
i want to see hongki cuz he's good friends with heechul.

shit. my eheritage is not done. i had to send e-mail to this person.
gahhhh. whatever.

my ballet was good and bad today.
i want to use marzuka dance as one of my exam's peice.
the music is so enchanting.
but i must master the steps first which is so difficult to me.
somemore need to do hollabacks. siao. so hard sia.

update more with photos when i have the time.
long day tmr. wonder how it will turn out.

last farewell

2009-05-30T15:02:00.004+08:00

if you think that the suicide of the president/prime minister(i forgot) of republic of korea is not affecting me, let me tell you that kbs, mbc, sbs stop all entertainment shows which includes music bank, music core, inkigayo to mourn for him.
ooh well, my condolences to everyone in korea.

i want a skunk as my pet.

later going concert with abi but i want stay at her house. ROAR.

OMG. I WANT TO HAVE BALLET EVERY SINGLE DAY. considering that i flunk my grade7. T.T

this is so exciting. ^^ but i cant do the marzuka step. sad sad sad.

female woof!

2009-05-24T16:25:00.003+08:00

i want code back with his usual updates of live performance. `.`

luckily, south division competition is overrrrrrrr. it's the worst outdoor cooking i ever had la. heng, we no need to eat it. we burnt the pizza, the chicken was alright, the apple was screwed up. so glad it's over. --=3 but then, we have to do the heritage thing. LET ME TELL YOU THAT IT IS THE STUPIDEST THING I EVER JOIN. i prefer physical competition then these kind. it's super stupid.

everyone is asking me whether i watched BOF but let me tell you, SUPER JUNIOR IS HOTTER LOR. i mean, qjp where got handsome? and khj, the ingrate, just abandon ss501. too commercialised. i want to watch cinderella man or dorama. i swear, jap shows are much better than kor. i said that dont know how many times alr.

ooh. flh sucks. ^^ STOP COMPARING DBSK TO FLH. CUZ DBSK PAWNS EVERYTHING.

sweet nothings

2009-05-21T19:03:00.004+08:00

sigh. as expected, i failed my eng. but luckily, i din fail my geog.
all just passed. happy for my chinese. shall continue reading chinese storybooks even tho i dont freaking fully understand my sentence. (: heh heh.

today got some financial workshop thing, quite fun, like playing monopoly. heh. even tho i dont really play the game monopoly.

i just cant believe it, cant stand it, cant feel special anymore.
i'm just a bitch. -| all i can do is hope for a better tmr.
and hope someday... realised. time proves everything...
when the time comes, i will know it.

sexy! shall be the word.

2009-05-19T20:15:00.002+08:00

exams are finally over! YAY! (:

sigh.
so tiring.

i decide to blog a write up on kpop.
SOON!

and you know, i love today's straits times main section A16.

my bro is so sexy. i lend me his rented laptop for one year.
brand new. WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. :}
altho it's no entirely mine.

eh's cyworld: ALLRISE0404.

i dont know what to do... so moodless...

it's you, baby!

2009-05-17T02:37:00.003+08:00

NORAGO'S SEXY LIKE HOW SHIT THINKS SEWAGE ARE HOT.
I CANT WAIT FOR THEIR LIVE ON 17 BUT 17 WILL BE THE DAY CODEANALYSIS TAKE HIS ACCOUNT DOWN. I HOPE THE FAILURE ON YOUTUBE WONT LET HIM. HE IS THE BIGGEST AND THE BEST KPOP VIDS EVER ON YOUTUBE. SCREW SBS ON BANNING HIM. HELPING YOU PROMOTE INKIGAYO AND THIS IS HOW YOU TREAT HIM. ROAR. OOH OOH. IF I'M NOT WRONG, 2NE1 IS ON FIRE ON 17 TOO! ^^

I SCREW PAPERS. (:
AND I MADE FRIENDS WITH CATS INSTEAD ON GOING FOR TUITION. MEOW~

i cried

2009-05-11T15:36:00.002+08:00

i know i should be studying now. and i didnt have the intention to post a tribute to my ma until exam's over. but i somehow linked to snsd dear mom.

i started tearing.
just last night, late at night, my ma woke up to go to the toilet, she saw me 'studying' and she asked me go to sleep and even asked my bro to pour me a cup of water. at that time, i was thinking, woah she so good and my bro too. i thot she would scold me and nag at me. but instead, she said i studying so i will be thirsty. until i listened and understand the lyrics behind the song, i realised how she is so precious to me. how much she had done for me and my family. she may not be pretty, she may not be smart but to me, she's the strongest, happiest and most beautiful women in my life. everytime she come back to work, she would straight away cook dinner. everytime i come back from school, i will be so tired and sleep but when i wake up for dinner, there will always be nice food for me to eat. if she's like me, and sleep, i wont have dinner at all. she must be really tired. from morning, preparing my breakfast till at night, ironing my uniform for me. never once did she rest. and everytime she will find a reason to laugh and smile. she had devoted her life to my family. i feel really grateful. my family dont have the luxury to go on tour which my mom always think of going. i want to promised her that i will work hard and earn lots of money so that we can go. to japan, korea and many other places. for now, i cant stop tearing. she is just so great. everytime i complained about being tired and stuff. i never hear that from her even tho she do her chores from morning till night. i feel really dissappointed with myself. and also, she always stand by me, watching me even if my school life is not very good. she's always someone i can turn to even things screw up the whole world. i feel so blessed to have a mother like her. everything she did and still doing for me is something i can never repay her in my whole life.

omma, chongmal saranghae.[HEARTS HEARTS HEARTS]

happy mothers day to every ma out there!

passive voice calling

2009-05-05T16:34:00.003+08:00

at first, it was hello panda.
now petit brunch.
kwahahahahahhaha. (:

walks to j8 with goofy abigail and petit brunch in hand is nice. [hearts]

today free period, DA was so funny. :D

i drooled in the bus. i'm so tired until like that. time for me to nap. ^^

sigh. no more service learning, saw dickson with his ah gong. omg. speaking of him, i called adrian dickson on my last day there. so embarrassing! and i'm super afraid to get embarrassed. like doing smth stupid and nobody laugh. so scary! T^T

true colors, maybe?

nobody's listening

2009-05-04T20:03:00.005+08:00

i believe no sungmin or siwon will come in between.

sorry, but honestly, i'm still not very well about her coming back into your life. i will try. why are you so silent and scary?

OKAY, ENOUGH.

bye. :D

floppy hair

2009-05-03T17:12:00.002+08:00

finally! FINISH MY GEOG!
I WANT TO SCREAM WITH JOYYYYYYYYYY!
I LOVE EVERYONEEEEEE! ^^

anyway, the above video is so damn hot cuz not only did shindong play sissors paper stone with enuhyuk, they change some of the dance moves. ILEH MANZX.

i'm very scared. later my geog, mrs lim dont accept or didnt recieve. how?
my 3 days of hardwork gone le. T.T but... she very kind one la. hor?

sigh. i've feeling tired recently. now, it's okay. but i dont know about tuition later. Common test has come. i still havent start. cuz of this geog. :( cry~~
again. need to lingshibaofojiao. my ballet has prove to me that actually, i havent master it yet. worrying, isnt it?

so sorry, abi. was supposed to post this yesterday.
cuz yesterday... you know how twins have, some telepathic power. cuz it always happen to abi and me. yesterday, i sms-ed her when she was about to sms me! haha. then we'll do et. k, not always but frequent. cuz we spent 99.1% of these 2 years with each other. [hearts]

tsk. i always have pimple outbreak.

ooh! the new guard president in aware is from kcpss GG. so omg! i mean, she's close to a feminist and all, you know. and that time, under the in charge of the i-think-she's a feminist. okay okay. i think i'm going nowhere.

omg. this is so boring. -.-
kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk~~

what are you waiting for? i'm curious.

longest ring ring

2009-05-02T01:48:00.003+08:00

actually, abi ah, longest ah?
but who cares.
cuz PAK PAK PAK! i spent 2hours and 16 minutes on the ring with abigail! haha. then i caused her to bathe at 12 am. smelly girlllll and my sexayeeeeee yeochinnnnnn. [hearts]

intimate note eunchul is so freaking funny.
i force abigial go watch. she better watch it tmr.
YOU! WATCHI IT TOO.

omg. the loafers worn by eunhyuk. i saw it at bugis last time for 10 bucks. i now going to buy it manzx. choneun babo ni kka~ nun mo ni? babo! hahahahaha. ch%#@%&*&$&ja! THEY ARE SO FREKAING CUTE AND FUNNY!!!! nonononono HA!

my thumb nail is now bright blue. so outstanding.

founders day was fun. our socks were like half of our calf. thick thick somemore. how nice. V.V ling's: huh? wee issit very funny? like HAHAHA.
is so funny! i rofl-ed. everyone did too.
so, you're not rejected at all lah. haha.
and question mark, she's pretty?, question mark.

need to go do geog lah. pfffftttttt.

next time, JUST SAY HI.

screwdriver

2009-04-25T00:52:00.002+08:00

TTTTTT__________TTTTTTT

i screw my ballet.
really manzx.
please let me pass~~~~~~
T.T
i think i wasnt prepared.
i made mistakes in so many place esp in centre.
kill me.
sigh.

sj's intimate note and come to play is so funny.
really cheer me up.
i cant wait for a subbed version of eunchul's intinote.
i love them to the max. hwaiting~!

sigh. i'm super tired.
annyong-geseyo! V.V

BALLETOMG.

2009-04-23T19:42:00.001+08:00

IT'S JUST TMR.
OMG.
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE X INFINTY
LET ME PASS~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!

NERVOUS SIA.
CANNOT.
MUST FU CHU QUAN LI.
HAHH!

dance

2009-04-19T00:27:00.002+08:00

i am sad.
i want to be better in ballet.
i want to be realised.
i want to be so good that i am a talent.
i want to be in interfound next year.
i want to be able to perform on stage.
i want to be a pro in all types of dance.
i want to be prepared for my grade7 exam.

this is called ling shi bao fo jiao.
a stunt which i am very good at.
and so, upcoming week,

MUST BE BACK BEFORE 430 AND PRACTISE EVERY EVENING.
DO REMIND ME TO NOT TAKE A NAP.
NO TIME. NO TIME.

most sms ever

2009-04-19T00:02:00.002+08:00

today was fun.
i am tired.
even if we din win.
we had fun.
the weather was hot.
crazy hot.

most sms today.
as in i smsed a lot of people.

-vj(obvious. not a day without sms with her.)
-my hyung(always worrying about me. haha.)
-sabrina(dance!)
-wee(15!)
-ling(0!)
-denise
-aj(happy enrollment!)
-jellyfishy(omg. AVA. haha!)
-xiapinggg(my ou xiang!)
-alicaaaaa(ty for the sms, sorry and ty fro wishing us!)
-janeeeeee
-nurulllll
-weishannn
-denyseeee

sorry for those whom i never reply back.
thank you for smsing me today.
14 people lehhhh. haha.
i know am noob.
but hey!

' '=3

2009-04-11T22:54:00.002+08:00

after school is cool.
cant wait for 2ne1.

anyway...
i have yet to do a post for yours trully birthday.
those who are too busy to get a present for me, it's okay, i understand. ^^
you xin jiu hao.

omg. thurs with junior was THE BOMB.
JF.

sigh. need to go.

dibby dibby

2009-04-05T23:43:00.002+08:00

super cute eunhae!

okay. done with elearning.
need to study amaths, do ying yong wen and compre.
T.T GRR.

hope joy will be okay with her eye infection. it looks bad, yeah.
hope sab will understand her quadratic equation and functions. good luck!!! ^^
hope amariah will be fine with her new phone. IT'S DAMN COOOOOOOL~~~ U-U

tuition was freaky...~~~
cher sick should not come mah.
WIN WIN SITUATION.
ballet was YAY. :DD
but loads of room for improvement. T.T

okay. off i go.

一个人要懂得知足...

glad that hidden test was over

2009-04-04T18:49:00.002+08:00

the eunhae part just pawns me today. ^^
but the sceamings are crazy. -.-
tiffany and yuri mc today. the mics are so cute.

i feel much much better now.
talking to junior is like talking to my other half.
thanks, junior.
love you!
and i'm very sorry.
haha.
you better not do your, beat, throw and suck on monday. >O
i will tell your shining star that you spotlight him.

sigh. guides was okay.
alsagoff complimented us. hahahaha. good good. ^^
that bloody R.K is so effing towards me lah. always picking on me. i think i previous life owe her smth. i just started open my mouth to talk or ask a question to the person around me, she straight away notice me alr and call me to keep quiet.
F YOUR ORGANIZING FILE OFF LAH. -.- am i really that talkative? only her class lah, she's so boring, worse than a table. GRR. later my report book got bad reflection, i will confirm find her. beeeitchy.
yay! ^^ my korean teacher complimented on my dairy. actually mdm choo helped me and the one that helped me most innit is junior cuz she made my mood happy. numu happy! ^^ i shall write more. hahahaha.

3 post in one day. ^^ muhahahaha.

i dont dare. and i dont like too.
sigh. JF~~~~~~~
and JAM! does not care about me. GRR. T.T

tuition was being a bitch.
i hate it. GRR. friday one was O.O

i always find opportunities to embarrass myself. lol.
anyway,
bae seul ki- tiresome.

that's what i feel now.
tired...
still got loads of things to do...
LOADSSSSSSSSSSSZXZXZXZXZ.
BYE.

my sexy jewel guyyyy.

2009-04-04T17:27:00.002+08:00

생일축함니다~~~~~~!!!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYYYY!!

OMG.MY SEXYGORGEOUSHAWTHANDSOMEPRETTYHARDWORKINGDANCEMACHINEJEWELGUYMONKEYFUNNY EUNHYUK.
YOUR BTIRHDAY IS 4 DAYS AHEAD OF ME.
AND YOU ARE THE SEXYGORGEOUSHAWTHANDSOMEPRETTYHARDWORKINGDANCEMACHINEJEWELGUYMONKEYFUNNY-EST GUY ON EARTH.
I HOPE YOU WILL GET SEXYGORGEOUSHAWTHANDSOMEPRETTYHARDWORKINGDANCEMACHINEJEWELGUYMONKEYFUNNY-ER EVERY SECOND AND BE HAPPY, HEALTHY ALWAYS. ^^

YOU MUST RAP, SING, DANCE AND BE WITH DONGHAE MORE.
UNDERSTAND?! :DDD
CUZ YOU ARE SIMPLY THE MOST SEXYGORGEOUSHAWTHANDSOMEPRETTYHARDWORKINGDANCEMACHINEJEWELGUYMONKEYFUNNY GUY ON EVERY FREAKING PLANET.

I HEARTXZ YOU AND YOUR HYUNGS TO THE END. <3

THIS GUY GOT SO MANY EUNHAE: http://blog.naver.com/aelee1015?Redirect=Log&logNo=60065290417
FREAKING HAWTTTTTTT.

i love naver. got a lot of nice pics. ^^
the pictures above are not by me.
it's all thanks to naver.

full house - I'M LONGGGG~

EHB

handphone cf fights!

2009-04-04T17:15:00.002+08:00

wondergirls ktf's ever x-slim - (fin.kl) NOW

it's quite nice. love yoobin's rap. she's the sexiest thing on earth.
but, i dont get the mv. o.o

shinee (kim so eun and kim bum) - bodyguard

i dont really hear the song.
but the handphone is so cute.
but only 2mp. -.- siao.
so eun is pretty...

bonus: i hope this will show in sg then people will know yoona then... they will come to sg... so does SJ. MUHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA.

2NE1 and big bang - lollipop

this song is nice. but the dressing for the girls... a bit weird.
esp sanadra(?)'s hair. and the short hair one is... park bom is the most normal looking one and she's pretty too. love the song tho. ^^ where's the phone, tho?

---
kara's na nun-ing... quite nice. ji young has better vocals than hara. period. and nicole's voice is high. o.o

btw, i love their today's honey's clothes.

바쁘다

2009-04-02T17:18:00.006+08:00

very very.
너무힘들아...

maybe?
such weird feelings is because of tiredness?
maybe?
ignore me.
but am sure.
it's the reality.

trying to face it.

changed everything.
nice?

today's pe was fruitful. i like it. but i hate the sweat stain. eeeeeeeeee.

sigh. after writing such reality, i feel better.
i shall just continue to be a wallflower.
everybody! just watch out for me next week.
telling everybody about superjunior.(maybe?)
that... CONFIRM MAKE YOU FALL ASLEEP.
but i no talent, no nothing, how to get good grades.
wait. i dont think good grades will ever happen.
i like to imagine things.
sorry. hah.
i think i am being overly sensitive and crazy.

후~~~~~~

goodbye. napping time.

locksmith

2009-04-02T16:43:00.002+08:00

let me tell you smth. i'm nobody at all.

-i have no talents and i thot dance was my niche.
-i have no brains. am not very good at all. upping and downing is not a very good sign.
-i have no beauty. er... need i say more. fat, braces, pimples, ugly skin, high forehead... too much to talk about. if i'm in america, i would be the wallflower of the prom and the outcast. ooh. definitely the outcasts.
-i dont have any popularity at all. other than a few friends, the other people dont know me. even if we know each other. my face says 'BORING PERSON'. i got ignored by 2 person in 5 mins. thanks.
-i'm not good in anything at all.

people say nobody can be perfect, but at least smth, they dont have to worry about. i just look at random people. ah lian maybe poor in her studies and very notorious, but at least they are pretty. well, they usually do. okay. all are better than me. geeks and nerds maybe ugly but they are super smart. some people are just very charismatic and no need to really care bout being a wallflower. some people, although average, there's still smth they belonged to. positively, i mean. as for me. i have nothing that makes people admire. nothing that people wants to know. nobody knows me at all, actually.
maybe i need yoga.
but i am a wallflower.
like i said, a zombie.
zombie has nothing. just a blank stare.
and i can forget about my birthday.
nobody cares. i will just forget it.
i can quit complaining about just everyone.
at least they have my attention.
as for me, NOBODY CARESSSSSSS.
cuz i'm not anything at all.
just as stated.
please god, give me a title, a person, a life.

ok, we can!

2009-03-29T12:05:00.002+08:00

i slept and i felt better.
also there's tons of variety to watch.
-we got married
-let me sleep here tonight
-sj special star king

ooh yeah~~~~

i'm not going to sit down do nothing.
maybe i shall go find the strength.
but up till now.
i'm still like a zombie.

who am i.

2009-03-29T00:47:00.002+08:00

sigh. watching we got married really cheers me up. it was funny. haha. but i think full house is still the best.
-

from a strong girl to a cry out of a sudden girl...
from a 'everyone but only she knows' english girl to a 'even brought and bought also dont know which want to use' girl...
from a 'chinese lousiest among the chinas' girl to a 'chinese worse than sec1' girl...
from a 'very passionate about dancing' girl to a 'murdered the dance' girl...
from a 'never at all cry in school' girl to a 'cry in alternate weeks' girl...
from a 'very like maths' girl to a 'shit, maths.' girl...
from a 'run 2.4 in 15 mins' girl to a 'just left 1 sec' girl...
from a 'do work, got motivation' girl to a 'fuck it, just do it slowly' girl...

sharon ah... bogoshiptta. please come back to me.

really thanks...
and junior, i love you v. much. you are really the bestest, altho i think crying for me is like crying for your lost 0.0000000000000000x10 to the power of infinity cents.

thanks to those who told me not to cry. altho i know it's really ridiculous to cry over a stupid situational paper that is not even a ct. but it means a lot to me. as in... when ms wong emphasize on the word "ELABORATE", i almost want to die of suffocation. cuz i'm so angry and disappointed at myself that i din learn from my lesson. ever since the beggining of sc2... i was told to elaborate. why din i learn? i remembered my mistakes well. i even wrote down the points i wanted to write and write a draft, i kept thinking to myself when i did it, 'must elaborate', so as to improve myself. i thot i did a good job. but fuck the results. why issit that others, just doing it normally, can get good scores and why me, even with a draft, just pass? i really dont understand. when i cried, i kept thinking, why issit me? no matter how much i enjoyed reading, how much i wanted to improve, i am always stuck or i just had to go the hard way. -.- i'm seriously very angry at myself. i cant even diiferentiate 'bought' and 'brought', i cant even know whether to use a 's' behind a word when it's they, we, you, i etc... up till now. i'm soon to be fifteen. can you believe it? i cant. i feel like just dropping out of school. no point. no point. no one just notice me. like what ac asked 'why issit that you keep handing up your work late?" when i actually handed in her corrections on time, doing two of it instead on one till 3 am in the morning, causing an internal drama during guides. and she still can tell me this. this is ridiculous. why me, people? why me, people? i tried so hard to keep up wth the rest cuz i know i have been lacking in my studies. i even regained my reading habits when i'm so fucked up busy so as to improve my english. i now even borrowed chinese books to read, and force myself to read. as for my dance... even sihui tells me i lack of confidence on a not so related matter... just fuck everybody lah. i dont want to go to school anymore. i just want to slack all day and just be free of worries.

run away from home to escape my air 'polluted by me' room
run away from school to escape studies and etc.
run away from my body to stop killing myself by seeing me short, fat, bispectacles, braces, ugly skin
run away from earth to stop thinking about global warming, suffering and etc.

nobody will read this anyway, i shall not write so much.
nobody will understand what i am talking about.
nobody will even know i wrote this.
nobody will even now i thanked them for comforting me

eveybody will just think i am weird.
everybody will just think i am over-thinking.
everybody will just think i am being too sensitive.

i am not lam huili sharon.
i am...

...
...
...
...

FUCKED UP.(:

superjunior이사랑하다

2009-03-28T15:05:00.002+08:00

after 1 year and 6 months of waiting, after 2 weeks of promotions, after working and practising so hard, after so many performance...

슈퍼주니어이 마지막으로 이기다~~!!!!!!!!

omg. it was such a heart wrenching moment.
so sad that i wasnt able to watch it live but when angel kneeled down to thank the fans, when elf chants 'dont cry', when angel called out to kibum to say that they did it, when heechul acted as kibum... it was the bomb. i'm so happy and proud of them. they are certainly the best. i really hope they can carry on winning and eventually win for 10 weeks to break the record. i, as an elf, will always support sj.

and some screen caps. i just have too.
슈퍼주니어이 화이팅~~!!!! ^^
나는 당신을 영원히 지원할 것이다.

thanks snsd for their support. heh.

sapphire forever~~~~~

current favs

2009-03-22T02:10:00.003+08:00

not only sj, yo.

IU, 15YO, PRO SINGER - MISSING CHILD(MIA)

it's damn nice. love her voice. love the song. so good for lyrical or contemporary dance.

8eight - without a heart

lovely~~~

Memory - Paradise

very relaxing. when your feelings got tense, just listen to this.

davichi - 8282

when it's the chorus, DAMN POWER.

and i still have to put:
SUPER JUNIORRRRRRRR~~~~~~~

throbbing wind

2009-03-22T01:55:00.002+08:00

today felt extremely bitchy. ever since the morning.

let's built a story:
-woke up, shit, numo late for korean lesson.
-din attend korean lesson, instead went library, partly cuz i din bring money to pay her too.
-came home, fell asleep, for a while
-they finished up my lunch but cuz i din told them i havent had mine
-after my pa wake up from his nap, he's damn hyper and made a lot of noise. sing song ans kept calling me to ask things. i told him i am sleeping, he said, never tell me~, OMG. SLEEPING ALSO NEED TO TELL ONE AH. i lying down on the sofa, eyes shut.
-studied bio. like hungry... then digestion... -.- then, pa and hyung kept coming to my room and asked me things. i damn fed up, and shouted at them.
-before dinner was a roar roar.
-elearning sucks. seriously.
-i kept wondering, what the fuck is wrong with my phone?! why no sound?! why all those msg sent, came with no respond?! what the hell is wrong with my bloody phone?!

and the most frustrating thing is that:

I CANT BLAME OTHERS BUT ME.

i woke up late, never go korean class... it was my decision. i never told my pa and hyung that i havent take my lunch, it was my fault. to be bothered by them, it again, was my fault to not control myself. elearning is my fault cuz i din do them earlier. kept wondering why my phone is not making a bloody sound is also my fault. not only did it made me felt lousy but it gave me crazy imaginations. it tells me i'm a loner, that not even imaginary friends can help. but... what about those days when sometimes, i dont even get a call or sms but still felt happy. how did i past thru those days and not these. maybe... i am getting a L card...

hu~~~
as sungminnie said, why is today's situation like that?

hu~~~
ignore ignore.

skateboard

2009-03-20T22:03:00.002+08:00

i finally went out with juniorrrrr.
sooooooo happpy!!!!!
finally~~~~ ^^

sigh, girl. ling and jing are even closer to me even if i dont see them everyday. you know why, cuz they are much sensitive to their surroundings. and some people are not. so being an overly sensitive person, i'm over that phase, i shall just go with the flow. there's nothing much to care about. i long regarded that.

i had not do any elearning or hmwk.
i dont even know what hmwk i have.
heh.
call me defiant.
i really need the holiday.

and most of all,
THE JS AND D AND FAMILY. XOXO.

sometimes, i really feel guilty.
i am confused. @.@

MY EYES JUST BLED

2009-03-17T21:51:00.000+08:00

Super Junior Being "SEXY" -

nice bangs

2009-03-17T20:40:00.002+08:00

where did junior go?!?!?
i was expecting an e-mail from her but i guess she's too busy eating dimsum. haha. that's good. but i missing junior already.

today's another boring day. i purposely cope myself in the house for two full days. but i did nothing fruitful. i decided to rewrite my maths exercise book. i know it's like waste time. but my current one looks like shit. so disorganised and so many blank pages. i want to feel proud of a full, hardworking and organised MATHS exercise book. cuz i think maths is cool. ^^

anyway, ling pei-ed me thru sms during my boring afternoon and surprisingly, SEWONNIE REPLIED ME IN E-MAIL. for the past few days, i've wondering whether to call sewon in china or wait for her e-mail or e-mail lisa about our smokin' eunhyuk. OMG. CAN I SAY THIS AGAIN: SUPER JUNIOR IS THE HOTTEST!. woots~~~~

i've been spreading sj love to a few people. even ms wong. crazy, huh, me? hehehehhehehe.

lkw says we should master chinese. but it's so super hard. GRR. i mean why does he want china people come to sg. if he wants it, i dont want. because of him, i have to worry for my chinese. in the future, my boss maybe chinese. without chinese, how to communicate. BUT I THINK DIALECTS ARE MORE SUPERRRRR CULTURE. AND IMPORTANT. tyvm.

haha. sabrinnnnnaaaaa pei-ed on a sunday afternoon. she took so many photos sia~~~

WHERE'S THE EUNHAE-ISM?!

AND IS HE GETTING BRACES??

AND SHOULD I ASK JAM TO TUTOR ME???

-.- DESPO SHITZX.

for the greatest

2009-03-14T16:26:00.002+08:00

i love this font. nobody will know what exactly i am writing about.

yesterday was effing crazy. i know i am not under some effing stress or anything. i just know it. but why did i break down? some more in front of a teacher. then the teacher thot i'm under stress and bottle things up. hello!!!! i'm seriously not lah. but i also dont know why i cry leh. some more cannot stop. since when, i've become a weakling. in primary school, i never cried before. honest! sigh. dont want to think about it anymore. i think i'm weird. i dont even know myself. haha.

omg!
i failed my indices test. eff it lah. i seriously dont know how to do. but it's maths, i have to buck up sia. maths... i must get A1. i cannot let maths down.

omg!
ballet's exam's coming. wednesday have some seriously stooooopid guides test. I'M GOING TO LEAVE HALF WAY. i dont really care if i'm going to fail it or what. guides is not even my priority. BALLET IS WAY MORE IMPORTANT. SUPER JUNIOR IS ALSO WAY MORE IMPORTANT. i should have joined some cca that either involves some movement or really low attendance. btw,why they made cca so important? sorry but FUCK MOE. everybody, i love ballet. when i get into grade 8, it's POINTE TIMEEEEEEE! YAY FOR ME! when i am really really good, i will join std. so HWAITING~~

omg!
it's the holidays~~~~~~
today is the gb girls drill comp. i'm so jealous of them cuz they love their cca so much. i really respect them and hope they get gold. they really put in a lot of effort.

omg!
junior got fever and tmr she's going overseas. i really hope she's alright. ^^ she's the zangggggggg~~~ <3

omg!
why cant keepvid work?! sadededededededed. D:

omg!
jellyfish asked. i predicted it. but i do not like him. i just think he's nomu kyopta. haha. his tiny ass~~~

omg!
i hope first may come faster.

omg!
i hope i can get hold of 3jib faster.

omg!
i think people thinks i'm weirddddd.

omg!
omg-ing is so nice.

SUPER JUNIORRRRRR

2009-03-14T16:12:00.002+08:00

MY BOYS MY 13 BOYS.
SUPER JUNIOR.
THEY. ARE. THE. BEST.

everybody, the truth is, yesterday, i wanted to go home is not because my tuition had pushed early. is not because i wanted to go home and rest. it is because, i wanted to watch my super junior live on kbs live. but end up, i not only missed it, i created a minor drama. my oppa scolded her. and she thot i was under stress. but seriously, I AM NOT. but i'm not sure why i broke down. but i think it's mostly cuz i missed my boys. talk about fangirling. hehe.

everybody, everybody, everybody, I ORDER YOU TO WATCH.

why i like you-

sorry sorry-

i want all 13 please.....
kibum ah, hope your omma will be well soon~

i am resurrected from my dead/tired status that i had from the past 3 months.

highly unlikely

2009-02-20T21:43:00.002+08:00

super smelly now. suppose to go to sleep at 9.
having 6 test next week.
-history
-ss
-bio
-chem
-geog
-eng

i going to kill myself soon. TT^TT
crazzzzzzzzzyyyyyyyyy~~

sigh. sometimes i wonder if i think too much...
omg. i really stinks.
cannot tahan.

been away

2009-02-08T00:42:00.002+08:00

힘내...

didnt know that hosting the koreans will be that busy. running here and there for the past few weeks. missed alot of lessons too. really worried for my studies. T^T sighhhhhhh. next week: amaths test. sighhhhhhhhh~ dont know what to do. hope i can buck up after they leave. but... it was fun hosting the. really fun.

first homestay:

sat- picked them up, went to korean lessons with her, out and waited for firecrackers with shermaine, daun, joyce, yunyoung, stella, jinshil, tiffany, youjin and PARKSEWONNIE. it was a tiring process, didnt felt good that day. but all is well. ^^ and i had fun.

sun- went to minds cafe. really cool. had fun. but it's freaking ex. only if you stay there the whole day then worth it. back for reunion. cool, yo, cool. ^^ we took quan jia fu with sewon.

mon- really fun. it was really yv zhong bu tong. i had to explained to everyone about who she is and all. and my new year dress didnt mess up this year. ^^ i like. happy. btw, last year and this year ang pow money... it's a trival matter to me now. i dont count it at all. just use or safe it for SUPERJUNIOR'S THIRD ALBUM. MUHAHAHAHA. ^^ anyway, let her get to know our chinese tradition. and she gets ang pow money too. so long never meet my cousins alr. V.V felt damn nostlagic during my mother's side gathering. like those times we get to push the sofa cuz duayi want to clean the living room. playing hide and seek in the small house. playing playing and talking talking. sigh... now all have grown up. ooh! and we celebrate each other's birthdays too. and chalet, outings to the beach. ahh~~~~~~~ why cant things be the same again?! those good ol' innocent days! bogoshiptta! T^T

tues- my father's side came over. there wasnt much mah jong. but i guess, all had fun. left early and brought her to bugis. but 99% of the shops not open. but she still bought a lot of things. then it was hostel. T.T

busy.
busy.
busy.

i would like to say A BIG THANK YOU TO EVERYONE!
everyone who had cared for me and supported me in a way or another. esp my family and my beloved. sigh... i know i had pissed a lot of people in the process. i also learned a lot of things. i will jiayou and jiayou and jiayou to be a good someone to everyone. thanks a infinity. <3

when i know

2009-01-18T00:11:00.002+08:00

busy.

first week-
everyday stayed back for sec 1 orientation. i had fun tho. esp the camp fire. with rachel, chiu ling, nurul, brenda, xiaping, shuying and the many others. fun fun fun. ooh. and we did smth girls do best. we started making marmalade, porridge, bread, bear and some other pleasures. so funny. lol. but whatever. campfire was cool lah. but the fire not big leh. next time must build a bigger hexagon. means.... coming back of school during dec hols. grrrrr. overall, i enjoyed lah. ^^

things go pretty okay thruout the week. i am satisfied :D just... not enought time to rest. those homeworks and staying back have matured me a lot. i have wrinkles now. do anyone want to buy me some anti-ageing cream?

second week-
busy with banner and sec one welcoming. wah lao. only 4 came lor. and two new sec 2s. i hope they join lah. despite alsagoff. she's strict but she's nice at the same time. when i asked li juan who in sj's the hottest? she came suddenly and choose mr fishy. haha. i know they would feel sian but must wait, hao xi zai hou tou. well, that's what i thought.

woah~ i really admire gb lor. they damn cool and organised. haha. hope they win the drill comp. JIAYOU!

my ballet's dying. help.......

today went to welcome the koreans. they all damn nice. i made friends with a dbsk fan called sae won. sigh. only sarah like sj. haha. but yeah. they are really damn nice and good. they think about their friend and stuff. better than spore lor. haha.

god. my brain is dying. i need my rest.
shit. i still havent study yet. V.V
what to do~

-

2009-01-03T00:32:00.002+08:00

CRAZY.

ANNYONGHEEJUMUSAEYO~
yawns.

everything happens for a reason.

GEE all the way

2009-01-03T00:15:00.003+08:00

CHUKAHEAYO, SUNGMINNIE!
new year baby, eh?
take care, hor. and jiayou for the 3jib. ^^
aegeyo king and pink angel~

for debbie wong and beverly. HAHAHAHHAHAHAH.
one day late.

you know how hot sj is. HOTTER THAN YOUR HUSBAND/WIFE/NAMCHIN/YEOCHIN.
---

I CANT WAIT FOR GEE.
replayed the teaser a few times. lol.
they are so pretty!
taeyeon's hair just saddens me cuz i want hers and the f. grass cutter go cut for me anyhow. rawr!

i got guides during their kbs comeback.
fuck you, everyone.

a whole new start

2008-12-31T21:02:00.002+08:00

HELLOOOO TO HAPPY 2009!
FAREWELL TO THE PAST, 2008!
EVERYBODY HAPPY HAPPY! ^^

ahh~ i'm very curious about the future. this coming 2009, will i be able to make it? will everything be alright? will it be a good year for me? will things be the same or different? will super junior come to singapore?

but worry, think so much also no use.
i hope everyone will be happy. i hope the world will be a more enviromentally friendly place. i hope everyone will be free of sadness. i hope everyone will have a great and meaningfull 2009!

as for myself, i hope i will be more disciplined. a more outgoing stranger, a more sensible daughter, a better friend who will be there for them, a more faithful fangirl. a better person.

2009 will be a stressful year for me. but i hope i will be able to find happiness within and be happy everyday. ^^

chukkahaeyo everyone~ saranghae!

as for 2008. let's look back.

the first time....

-kayak.
it was fun. with manju and sharmala and jasmine. ooh. and also my first time sharing a bathroom during a school trip. haha. i remembered i was very scared of turning upside-down. haha. it made my face condition better too. haha. the water was dirty but it make it better! ^^ i am so happy. i hope it will happen again. haha.

-being a real crazy fangirl
last time, i shamelessly like 5566 and gang. so embarrassing to say that now. but thanks to bev, i now loyally and faithfully like my super junior and gang cuz they have so much talented. and my prince~ eunhyuk ah~ ^^

-acting crazy

okay. not really acting lah. but i over-react in ALOT of situations. i regretted but what to do. i'm sorry to those, esp my friends, that you saw a wierd side of me. like that time... i shall not mentioned. too embarrassing. but i hope i will be able to show everyone a better side of me.

and 2008, was a much okay year for me but wasnt any near good.

2009. hwaiting~

i family and chingus!

will be edited.

a possibility, a wish, a hope

2008-12-30T01:27:00.003+08:00

i made some icons using photobucket then i got addicted to it. altho the programme wasnt that good but i had to made do with it.

2 kara
8 snsd
4 hsj
1 news
6 sj
4 wg
2 ueno
1 ayase

---
omg. taengoo just pawn my soul. even tho she was ill on kbs, even tho davichi pawns on sbs.

kbs music bank: Tae Yeon, Nam Gyuri, Ga In, Sun Ye - Buttons

omg. i cant stand those people on youtube. taengoo was sick. and cuz i got this from wondersmurf account. almost so many people was being so baised to the other 3. i know sun ye is good but still. you have to give credit to the other girls. i hate those fans. they are always competing wg and snsd. i really love wonder generation. hate those people. i believe taengoo was sick. i really hate this. T.T wg is sexy so of course, people are more comfortable with sunye being sexy. ooh. and ga in and gyuri too. they are both more experienced and had the sexy concept before. but in the end, all compliments goes to sun ye and all complaints goes to the others. wth. they are so freaking baised. hate those freaking fans.

sbs: SunYe[WG], TaeYeon[SNSD], Davichi - Stand Up For Love

this was cool. but i still saw some comments that are baised. pfft. taengoo did quite well. but of course, davichi still pawns it. they were oh-so-fantastic. i love it! but i prolly wont save it in my mp3, it's too thrilling. haha.

kbs: snsd comeback

i cant freaking wait for GEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~
they were all so pretty in the new photos and teases.
---
my boys, my boys, my lovely ten boys.

Music Station Super Live

they are having their concert tours now. i love chinen, ryutaro hair. ^^ so cute!!!! chinen had to raised his pitch so high since his deep voice grows but there are rumours that that was lipsync. i hope not. from another clip, they were pretty tensed for the concert. when the four fairies came from their drama, it was sooooo cuteee! btw, it means they have another drama? nobody is subbing scrap teacher. T.T dai-chan is so hot. ooh! cant help that my next register number is 10, my korean class register number is 13. i love everyone! ^^
---
my other 13 boys!

gayo daejun: Wonder Boys 2

this was so cuteeee! seung ri and taemin! sungmin and shindong was even cuter! and there was wonder generation! heh heh. i just wish sungmin had more lines during nobody. and then taemin and so hee was so funny. haha. this made my day.

gayo daejun: eunhyuk dance battle

taemin was hot. BUT MY PRINCE EUNHYUK IS THE HOTTEST OF ALL. everybody again, kept on saying yunho is the best. -.- EUNHYUK IS THE HOTTEST lor. i think he got the idea of the mask thing during their mtv trip. jabbawockeez or smth like that. i'm glad he uses his knowledge to that. but anyway, i wish i could dance like them. esp taemin. T.T so skillful and sharp... sigh~

gayo daejun: sj dangerous - pajama party

i love how they incorporate everything inside. yesung is really rocking that hair. leader-shi is getting older.... oops. haha. great to see kang in perform again. haha his wgm is so funny. shindong pawns this dance! that's my boys! ^^

SJM IS COMING TO SINGPORE.

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this is so cuteeeeeeeee~ yuri was a bit extra. but need to match the storyline with song. but why bakery?! people are going to compare again. pfft.

is this for real? the smirk? taengoo! tell me!

-

2008-12-28T01:45:00.002+08:00

fearing every minute, till i have enough.
i have become a dead person and so long, SUCKERS.
annyongheejumusaeyo~
i wait no longer and then wonder.
is she out to get me too?

different views

2008-12-15T03:30:00.003+08:00

ryeowook-thecutecookmagnae

been wanting to finish my work. T.T
i always give excuses. why oh why? >U<>

###
you can see a person...
naive or just plain dumb/insensitive/oblivious,
innocent/cute or crafty/secretive,
charismatic or flirty/attention seeking,
pretty or plastic,
unglam or ugly,
noble or sensitve,
smart or over acheiver.
the art of emotions, the power of choice, the fruit of actions.
###

should i play red alert now?
maybe no. need to wake up pretty early tommorrow.
i slept just now. feeling a bit... sleepy? lol.

i think languages are a wonderful thing.
my goal: 7. including dialects.

soft walk

2008-12-13T15:56:00.003+08:00

misses~

went for korean class today.
=.= later got tuition~~~~~~
anyway, during korean class, chatted with bev about snsd. haha. she hardcore manzx. next week topic: kko kko tour!

i can really think alot of things while i am walking home alone from tpy or sitting on the bike. weird, huh? but it's me. maybe cuz nobody really will/ can disturb me. i thought of many things but i forgot. lol. XD

how can i finish my work by this week?! planning to finish maths and geog today. still got science, english and chinese. =.="

red alert is giving me a headache.
another useless post. lol.

bearbear virus

2008-12-12T17:45:00.004+08:00

the top - taesica

factory girl ep9 was great!
lovelove taengoo and hyoyeon! ^^
the guy was so cool. and snsd was cute.
lol. but tiffany need'nt to keep on promoting snsd. -.-
right now, sonyeoshidae! :D

watching music bank now.
-.-
i cant wait for jonghyun solo and kara.
it's either ballad or some rap music or some trot music.
i hate ballad. especially those that are superrr sad like crazy.
except for taeyeon's can you hear me... and some other sj's songs. yes, i hate those from sj kry too. super show had loads of them, i fell asleep half way cuz i dont see all 13 of them. pfft. =.= 96.3 had loads of them too. i usually hear it when i am bathing. instead of feeling clean, i felt that someone had cry on me and the tears are all over me.
when is kara coming out?!
grrrrrr. do i have to wait till 7?!
grief!

the quality of kbs able is not good.
but i can see directly from korea!
and hear s...
2pm is out! chansungie~ ^^
anyway, and hear super junior sukira!!!
^^ eunteuk. my love.

big bang is hereeeeeeeee~
toppy!!

anyway, dont they have commercial breaks?
good! haha.

jonghyun is here.
too bad, shinee is not. D:
bling is dumb.
ballad again.
pfft.
but his vocals, not badddd. (:
i think my throat is hurting for him.

my omma... are you okay? ...
are you becoming like bae yong gi-sangsaenim?
we asked you the watch, i asked you about the floor...
and you said we didnt...
...
...
does it register your mind?

vaccum!
misses~
D:

sj...
dont ever ever go to china again and again~
why are you negleting fans like me?
haha.

kara is finally here.
but it's hanged and gone.
and now it's back to ballad.
damn.
but i cant wait for 26th.
kara bang special. ^^

these few days been blah.
packed my things and do a little bit of homework.
hope i dont need to rush and still have time to watch my drama finish.
damn. kang mae and ru mi will not be together. T.T
even she will not be with gun woo.
damn damn damn.
what kind of director is this?!
grrrr.
okay. this is what i heard lah.
i must find out the truth for myself.
btw, channel U is going to be the bomb!
iljimae is going to be shown.
and new heart is ongoing.
channel U rocks for once. without the boogus and superficial competitions.
i'm so happy, my leejoonki.

korean lesson tmr, yeah! ^^
i feel okay.

it's embarrasing and regretful.

fear of own

2008-12-09T16:16:00.003+08:00

my sexycutegorgeous lover

i finally manage to beat a medium enemy in red alert3!!!
i was panicking all over and had to restart several times cuz there are times when i am just too slow in building my defense, when they had a proton collider.

"twinblade insepction complete"
"conscript training finish"
"i can swim"
"i was a professor"
"the apocalyps is here"
"bullfrog transport open for business"

okay. lol.

slacking away~
pfft. such a useless post.
anyway, to be who you want to be, you must hate yourself.

blinded imagination

2008-12-08T17:13:00.005+08:00

sexy rapper.

these few days been =.=
really =.=

the only thing fun was meeting up with my unnies and korean class.
so surprising to saw sabrina lau and jocelyn there. it's like 'woah!' to me, more and more people like kpop now. all also convert from chinese music. so now, please bring kpop here!!! >O

and... tuition was only me. one person on saturday. so awkard. i dont like it. but i manage to understand my maths and teacher helped me to spot my chinese weakness. seriously, i need to buck up on my chinese. T.T if sj is working hard, me too, i must!

ballet... no word to explain. i cant do sharp moves. T.T i cant do light but strong jumps. i must jiayou. exam is coming!!!!!!!!

oops. my pizza had arrived.

one word:

weekend- =.=
outing- diasappointmentgoodokaywhatever.

viva la kara

2008-12-04T01:28:00.004+08:00

happy birthday to yaotome and chinen!
18&15. ^^
i hope your birthday wish is to be my friend. hahahahaha. xD
lol. hope they are well and fine. :)
take care and ganbatte!

p.s: please come out with another album soon. ^^ lol.

chinen is so cute. yaotome is so drokaye.
lovelove them. lovelove hey say jump.
and this.

i miss them so much! and this made my day. ^^
not they are rarely in news but their videos arent constant.
i wanna watch hykushiki subbed. T.T and all other videos of them...
sigh...
anyway, my scrap teacher. just when it is starting to get interesting, i let it go. waiting for mysoju to upload the english one. i cant stand the chinese. i cant understand. T.T it's fanti and they sometimes use their own vocab. so it's kinda hard to liaojie.

heysayjump, aishiteru!

***

kara kara kara!
first rock you. now pretty girl!
the girls had wowed me with their very very pretty faces and clothings.
and i love love their style in their new mv. gosh. i wish i got all of their clothes.

the song is niceeee. i like the 'na, na' during the chorus.
gyuri looks better in here. love her now. at first, i thot she cant hit high notes. but it was pretty okay in this song.
jiyoung! i need to have her bangs now. i wanted hers but i went for hyori last time. love her checkerd shirt.
nicole. i can see more of her here. love her iheartrock shirt and style.
hara is prettier with the side swept bangs. i still thinks she's a bit -.- after seeing her in idol show w sj-h. and her date with yesungie. hahahaha.
and lastly, seung yeon! she's my favourite in here. from her hair to her clothes. and she looks cute, dont she? haha. her vocals are acceptable too. hee! ^^

my next dl spree: KARA, KAMILLIA!
lol. they really pawn wg and snsd in styles.

okay...

maybe lah.

wg has all the weird concept that jyptheweird gave.
snsd has all the fanstasy, anime dressing.
so, kara is one that people can follow easily.
i mean... in mv lah. i still love the 3 tho!

wg is adorable and sexaye.
so hee cant sing but she sure has the looks. she can be sexy and cute at the same time. she can be model manzx.
sun ye. she really leads the group. role model. haha.
ye eun had the bestest voice in wg to me. maybe cuz of nobody. haha. she's the highster of the group but has really weird eyebrows to me.
sun mi! she's dame cute and dorky!
yoo bin. my favourite. the sexaye girl which man and women falls into. cool girl!

after reading more of them in wonderful.wordpress, i understand them more. ye eun is the top student, so hee had a hard time in her past(i mistook her for being arrogant when she is a strong girl).

i love their ivy club cf. haha.

snsd is talented and funny.
sunny cat sing. but she's the highster and cutest member of the group. but still, she can hold vocals lah. a backdoor-er too.
seohyun, the youngest. dont really know much about her. haha. but she looks really pure and innocent.
jessica! she has the sweetest voice. not those squeeky kind. but more of a soothing kind.
hyoyeon, dancing queen. one of my fav. love her dance. damn power. i hope i can dance like her one day. poor thing, her friend, min was screwed up by jyp.
tae yeon, leader. another fav. love her voice. her vocals damn power. and she's dorky and funny too. lovelike her. cocomo!
soo young. looks damn singaporen-ish. she's quite cool lah. stylish.
yuri! she's good looking to me.
yoona. she looks cute like a kid. haha. dont really know much about her cuz of her drama.
tiffany. people says she's bitch. but i think she's just blunt. her kko kko tour and fg has given me a good look of her.

snsd, fighting! ^^

(i din mean to put such a big pic here. and love gyuri's striped cardi)
gyuri, leader. dont like her in rock u. i find she spoil the song when she cant hit the high notes. but pretty girl has changed my mind. haha.
nicole. love her rapping. quite cool.
hara. actually, i dont really like her. a bit -.- lah. but she's pretty.
jiyoung. same age! cant believe she look so cheng shou. cute lah.
seung yeon. hmm... can hold vocals and lovelove her cuteness.

can mnet or kbs or sbs give them some shows so that i can know more of them?~ idol show not enough. T.T

snsd, wg, kara JIAYOU. ^^

cheap things dont last

2008-11-28T00:38:00.003+08:00

can you belive i've been busy this few days?
packing here and there. and end up, nothing produce. T.T

now thailand is in protest. airport closed. super junior cannot go thailand. i hope they will divert to sg instead. hahahahahahahahaha. if not what, take bus go in? crazy. but possible. and sharon's going to thailand to catch the sm town concert also. a part of me hopes the protest will be over soon cuz she's bringing in sj's balloon!!! but sj coming to sg will be so much better. ^^ please... please...

bbt/flh/hshmm sucks. period.
hsj/sj/snsd is soooooooooo freaking much better. that's final.
too hell with cheap things.

monday- i went doctor two times. hahahaha. first to dentist with my hyung accompaning me. then to the polyclinic for my ear check with my lao da accompaning me. i'm so fortunate. i feel like a princess. kamsahamnida, hyungs. ^^

i have decided. hyung is my second bro. laoda is my elder bro.

tuesday- went out with rachel! she told me lots of things. but of course, i know what to do. some of the things are not within the world. it was fun meeting her. so long even tho we stay so near to each other. miss all the old days. sigh...

wednesday- morning went to helped out for guides. lucky, i was a while only. heh heh. cuz i was half a wake. then i met the gb girls! so long so long! missed them so much. T.T hope we can go out soon! ballet was so difficult. i wanted to cry cuz i was so paised. teacher must be pissed cuz of me. must practice. must practice.

today- went out again! fun. fun. fun. fab. fab. fab. saw lots of nice clothings. and bought same things again! most loved. ^^ hahahaha! on the mrt, i saw mrs tang. wth. asked me to go do course tmr. then i smsed her my details. she never reply. call her, she never answer. so is i need to go or not? nb. need to 7am wake up leh. and then i somemore got a bit of sick. -/-

sigh...

sinfully great

2008-11-23T23:13:00.003+08:00

been pretty busy this few days. or what seems a delusion for me.

started packing my books and all. god, it's messy. i have test papers there, and tuition worksheets here. and i have to categorised it. -.<>

i only got one/two week to pack. once my korean class starts, i'm going to chiong my assingments and work liaozx. must prepare for sec 3. am scared. especially maths. my brothers told me that when you reach sec 3, i am going to encounter a lot of failures. but for maths, i cannot cannot admit i fail. maths is the only subject that can give comfort to me. T.T

everybody, hwaiting~

***

while i was packing my things, i chance upon this workshop thingo that tells you your study styles and all. i realised, it was actually true. i cant learn thru listening to people, it bores me. i am more of a visual and tactile person. i can see and sit thru a whole stream of videos and tell you what it was about but i cant stand sitting in the class room, listening to some teacher talking something that is totally irrelevant to me. i will get to this part soon. hee hee.

another thing is that, i take gifts, actions and words as a language of love. my way of showing it. i often ask my mother to hug me in the middle of her conversation. altho she will brush me aside, i know she loves me. as for my father, i always love to cling his hand when we go shopping, he will also brush me aside, but i know he loves me. how wonderful parents are, whatever they do, your heart knows they love you even if you dont think so. as for my brothers, their quiet way of showering care to me is very precious to me. next time, i must buy a lot of gifts to my neices and nephews. haha. my friends... hmm... some, i had shown. some, i had not really shown. but i love the company of my friends. during times, i would think i can walk alone, but deep in my heart, the company of my friends will be so much better.

this was suppose to post on idk-when day. the internet crashed. and the then feeling was gone.

thinking and aching

2008-11-21T01:32:00.003+08:00

i hvae several health problems.

x over crowded teeth leading to difficulties in brushing teeth leading to unhealthy gums

x hours on computer leading to poor eyesight

x hours on computer, having the fan blowing at me for a period of long time make my back aches

x overuse and stress of left knee leading to pain sometimes and cracking sound when i simply bend my knee

x rashes for god knows what reason

x weird left ear pain

okay... the ear pain is only now. i hope it's nothing wrong and just the pressure not balance.

ooh! when i grow old, i hope i dont have dementia(sp?). please no.

***

when to take books and ate pastamania today. ^^ countless checks have to be done. and i saw the class boys. they were playing soccer even during the hols. and guess what. they din invite the ex class monitor. he left when i came to collect books.

***

should i play red alert now? there's no factory girl to be watched. :( see first.

***

help me!! i want money!!! should i buy super show or sj's 2009 calendar? it's $10 more. D: i dont know which to buy... but there's super show on youtube. and beverly has it. haha! i guess i will be buying the calendar. but i doubt i can get it during the hols. anyway, the production team are so good! on one of the group shots, they put the 3 couples together!!! ^^

heechul x hankyung/ teukie x kangin/ donghae x eunhyuk

esp eunhae! they are so cuteeeeee together~

snsd's album will be out early next year... please be in jan. D:

hwaiting~

***

came back again.

i hope what i think are just rubish.

i hope the 'truth' is truth.

please, brain, dont hu si luan xiang.

it will only break my heart and soul.

why oh why am i still so silly?

but what if it is true???

and i always have to be the one starting.

maybe what my ma said is true, i am demanding.

***

red alert timeeee!

i will rule soviet!

btw, our history text got talk about the soviet, japan and allied.

hahahahahahahahahaha!

din know that the game will be of good use.

history will be easier to remember now! C:

i shall take each topic like a vehicle/troop/structure of the commander.

and just remember their 'special abilities'.

smart, eh?

hahahahaha.

lost it but still want it

2008-11-19T18:07:00.002+08:00

watched idol show ep12. so funny~ again, secret camera. teukie was subjected to porn magazine. LOLOLOLOLOLOL. dongmin-shi set eunhyukie, sungming-shi and teukie up. eunhyukie always get this cuz he is a always so innocent and naive. omg. he was so hot in the tuxedo. so hot manzx. i can totally melt. sungmin-shi's innocent side was crash. cuz he was seeing it with teukie. whereas eunhyukie see a lil only. hahhahahaha. there was this part when they called out someone and you are not suppose to laugh. then teukie one was a picture of him cam-whoring in toilet. so LOL. btw, the mc, women and men guest dont know how to eat kong bak bao. they ate the bread first. lol. anyway, i love super junior!

sm is coming out with one five-girl group called bestiz. what a weird name. it does not sound as nice as wonder girls or snsd. i wonder if they will last. one of them look like an attention whore. btw, i am contemplating whether to watch wonder bakery or not. the whole thing is so awkard cuz obviously it was scripted. take a cue from super junior, their full house, EHB and idol show. all unscripted, shows their dorky personality. so LOLOLOLOLOLOL. again, i love super junior!

i found this website from coolsmurf. i can practically watch and hear kbs tv and radio. kbs tv is... they were showing boxing 2am korean time and baseball just now. ooh. and kbs1 has korean dubbed english shows. -.- btw, i hear the entire.... sukira just now. omg! i hear eunhyukie and teukie live! from singapore! *dies* cant believe it. it would be so much cooler to be their friends. lol. again, i love super junior!

***

i have very mixed feeling.(again.) maybe cuz it's red friend's festival. lol. all i can say is. i dont know.
...
...
...
i actually wrote a long paragraph of it. then i delete it. cuz i think i am just thinking too much, taking it too seriously. sensitive and stupid and silly. maybe just over-reacting. maybe just too free. but... it's not really nice if it's true. delusion? haha. let's just... okay... the mixed feeling come back.

***

ballet's horrible. ms wong is so freaking baised. i swear i am going to nafa or sda when i got my inter found. the cck girls is always ahead of us cuz she simply love them. then she'll scold us and all. blah blah blah. must tell this to sabrina. i must must must must master classical dance give her see. from tommorrow onwards, i shall start practising. screw those cck girls. lpb.

***

i hate foreign talent. those imported by the government. singapore very stupid meh? must we need other people from other country help us run our country? who knows, we may have some tribes people to be our president. note to government: SINGAPOREANS ARE NOT STUPID AS YOU THINK. stupid!

***

i still love super junior.

***

yong showed me this xanga. god that guy's crazy. she/he cut herself then staple the wounds. then burn/kill/overdose her/himself. really scary. even took pills to get the blood gushing out. and there's a whole pill of blood of that person. gross.

not for those who never see the movie SAW before. okay. i dont.
http://www.xanga.com/xXi_cry_crimson_tearsXx

and then there's some who try to lose weight. fasting... counting calories... do they even know how heavenly is burgers? bak kut teh? and pasta? ooh! behold fast foods! give them some food!

***

super junior is so cute! haha!

command and conquer

2008-11-19T01:37:00.005+08:00

your choice? blame yourself. everything.

LOL! sorry amariah. it's so dorky and cute to have fishy up here. hahahahah!

i put this up cuz it's my feeling at the moment. neither here nor there. depends on how you interpret that picture.

all day long, just thinking of what to do next. just bo chap. sigh. during school time, when my brain is active, i would always think a lot of things. ponder here wonder there. plus, lack of sleep. god, i hate those. i am so enjoying life now. well, at least i'm happy. ^^ lol. happy as in peaceful, quiet. not the crazy kind. back to point one, school time is always rushing everywhere. lest my poor time managment, things would go hay wire. my feelings. emotion and especially my thoughts too. just rocky. ... ... maybe not too. but not as worse. like some insecurities, loneliness... ... all for the teen hormones and agnst. sigh.

when there's a road block, it's something for you to overcome. but being the -.- me, i dont. i stay there. not moving. that's my holiday. during school, it's no choice cuz i am simply afraid. afraid that anything i dont wish will arise. you cant always rely on god, rely on people. i cant as god to always bless me. i cant always ask people to help me. when you're moving to the future... it's yourself. alone. the word seems scary. but it's always true. i must try to believe in that. i always ask my mama cook for me. i always ask my papa give my money, pay my fees. one day, i got to do it myself. isnt that fearful?

one thing i learn from scrap teacher [ you cant be strong alone. only when one whole group is strong, you will be strong ]... but which is true? i guess, in reality, it have to depend. take example : you are in a battle. if you are soldier in a unit, your unit must be strong and tight in order to win. but if you are a spy, you must be strong alone. so which one would i want to be? ... ... i must find out. can i be both and take the best of both worlds? hahaha. a person like me... i really dont know. should master both. last time and now is different. i would like to remind myselg that.

i shall follow the us: CHANGE.

***

went braces today. my doctor is kind of young. am glad is a girl. haha. took xray and photos. and i must keep hygiene clean!! JIAYOU, ME! i want to keep a log about my braces. just because! haha. btw, i only can get it done next year. T.T cuz that's the earliest the doctor got. shall patiently wait. haha. just after chinese new year. could be the last new year with a tight lipped smile on the photos. lol. hope so... and i want to contribute a lil to the expenses. prolly... i shall pay for my extractions... since it is not included in the 4k package. I'M BLESSED. ^^ i decided to put on a sapphire band to celebrate super junior's 3jib next year. hoo-la!

when i was taking a taxi there with my ma. my ma told me that ah gong and ah ma are buddha's now. cuz when they pass away, it was on the festival of the buddha's birthday. even one of my extended relatives, who is a fortune teller, says so. isnt that amazing? i will never be like them. and my ah ma die on 13, my ah gong die on 14. i think i mention this before. but i think... this is all real. i miss them a lot... so fast... like that... sigh. '~'

tsk tsk... my ma has been nagging and talking about the braces ever since she came home. haha. typical of my ma. but my bo chap mood is making it annoying yo me. >.<

***

this is jessica from snsd... very pretty! i want snsd album to come out soon~

but i still like tae yeon and hyoyeon. one sing, the other dance very well. ^^

***

stuck to this. i should see how people play. i cannot admit defeat. if i do, i will bad mood and panic. dont like. >.<>.- i must go watch some pro video. confirm youtube have. lol.

***

sigh... all for that? am i really that -.< ?

btw, congrats to ah ting for completing another round of audition. she's ah jie liaozx. haha.

what happened to wiki.theppn?! grrr.

long live happiness

2008-11-17T00:35:00.003+08:00

what would you do so that you can be happy?
spend all your money on
shopping?
quit school?
kill your enemy?

this few days been pretty good. ^^ i'm happy. very happy.

i went to fetch my brother with my parents at 4 am. ate macs! macs! macs! you know the egg macmuffin?! damn delicious. omg. i never eat such nich burgers before. WORSHIP FAST FOODS.

i have hunger pangs while taking my nap then when i ate the macs. i was so satisfied. haha. omg. just looking at that picture above makes me drools. xP just like the time when i was looking at crystal jade brochure in the middle of the night.

my bro bought alot of things back. mostly food. like soft nougats, marshmallows, cookies. and he bought for me a t-shirt and a sign. ^^ ty! also, vanity fair and rolling stone mags.

his experience in aussie was well. he got a lot of insect bites. hope it recovers well. ^^ he said it was sandy. hot in the morning and cold at night. lots of meat and creatures different from singapore. like the kangaroo, wombat, snakes, scorpion at his camp site. there was one night when they encounter a storm so strong that they had to hold the tent. so funny, he took a video of it. after his out field, he got his free time. he and his mates went to the streets and zoo. thru photos, they have the super junior feel manzx. haha. shops closes at six. that's pretty early. maybe cuz it's the country side. ooh! and he had burgers the size of carl jr's. and that's the standard size. lol. i want also...

when we were riding home, i noticed the moon is full. it gives me the feeling of the whole family reunited. i love it. ^^

reached at home at six am. crazy. i cant sleep. so i slept only 3 hours before waking up to go out. finally manzx. i went orchard with v and saw many pretty clothings and sales. i want to buy them so much. must count how much i have in my savings. i still got to fork out for my studiowu. T.T no money no money! btw, the worst thing is we missed rihanna at ngee ann city at 4pm that day! manzx. we were just around the corner. anyway, the outing was wonderfully awesome. XD

went home then go crystal jade for my brother's birthday! it was advanced. haha. the thing about my family is we got for exy restaurants and cheap birthday cakes but we dont buy presents. haha. cuz we know, happy to celebrate can already. and the exy restaurants is chosen by the birthday girl/boy. haha. ^^ all the food was delish and great except mine. i wanted to eat la mian in chicken soup but i chose curry chicken noodle in portugese style. yuck manxz. i ate half way, and i feel like puking already. i had to drink so many cold water. maybe cuz it was not my taste. but the xiao long bao and wine chicken were tasty. ^^ so happy can eat such food. haha.

***

sunday was like a workout day for me. after ballet, i went swimming. ooh... i so much want to grow taller. i just missed the feeling. >.< ahh~ nevermind. fated.

to my long-time friend, 'joey'... please mend your ways and get your mind straight. it's so hard standing there and i cant do anything to help you. maybe it's my fault but i am sure we are friends again. ooh! please bring your water next time as you know am a hard drinker. please be more serious with ballet. please stop the progress. please be more serious with your life. tyvm. and i wish you well.

i felt like eating chicken wings after swimming. and my pa went to buy it. thanks pa! then the whole family sit together for dinner. that's so not often. it was so beautiful. after that, we celebrate the cake for my brother. ^^ i swear i smiled the brightest in the photo we took.

***

i'm so furious with the newpaper for sat and sun. the reports on the [death in zoo] keep on implying that the tigers should be put down. fuck. hell no. i like what this reader said: if someone jump down to the mrt track, must the mrt be shut down? actually, i'm rather surprised that many of the fellow singaporeans voted not to put down the tigers. bless to those who have the good heart manzx. anyway, the man want to jump down on it's own what. put down the tigers for what? they should not be put down or punished in anyway. if they are, 1 life has already taken away, 3 lives is worse.

another is about babyP. altho it's not from singapore but it's so horrifying. how can the mother treat her baby like that. she rather surf porn on the net then watch over her son. crazy.

***

i changed my blogskin again. haha.
i love doing that. prolly cuz i get sick of it after a few days.
the featured video is by yazima biyoshitsu(sp?).
made up of 2 daughters and 1 mother. they came to japan to find their father.
i know it's weird and funny. the guy on the right is suppsedly the 11 years old called strawberry. but why does he have armpit hair and looks like a 40 years old man? so weird but funny at the same time. haha. but the song is catchy. ^^

***

ooh. and that's the first thing you said after so long?

***

good luck to my elder bro for his exam! i know it's very hard and torturing but when it's over, you can grow fat like me! ^^ haha.

happy birthday to my second bro! :D glad you are back in time for your birthday. ^^ so happy. may you find a girlfriend soon. haha.

friends with mop and vaccum

2008-11-13T21:41:00.003+08:00

i dreamt something horrible this morning.
i dont like it.
and i hope it never happens.
classroom + people...
i just hope it never happens.
never ever.
...
...
...
my suspicion and insecurity has taken to my head, eh?
what a shame of myself.
shameful.

red alert 3 is niceeeee~
i miss it ever since like 2005? or 2006?
cant remember. but it's so niceeeee~
i played using empire of the rising sun, and i almost get killed.
why?!... so hard to control.

MY BROTHER IS COMING HOMEEEEEE SOOOON!
in several hours.
i dont know whether to stay till 4am or not.
i got lots to tell him. ^^
so glad he's coming home. XD
i prolly going to dl factory girl and watch while on the way there.

going out soon. happy, eh? :D

went alone again to toa payoh.
i signed up for the korean course already. YAY! ^^
then, i'm back to spending time grooming the thing you walk on.

a little update

2008-11-12T02:35:00.002+08:00

just watched scrap teacher episode 5 finished.
i din take any screencaps. T.T
lol. still the same. it's so exaggerated.
but daiki on a skate board... so cool~

anyway, after relentless justice finished on channel 8 and inuyasha movies going to be over on okto, my saturday night fever will be long gone. so therefore, i found myself tons of drama to watch. ^^

currently watching: beethoven virus, scrap teacher(once weekly)

and i cant skip my bv. so after bv, which is still currently showing, i'm planning.

> tantei gakuen Q
> yukan club
> celeb to binbo taro
> on air

with that, my hols are full. and glued to the computer.
i still havent count my 2008 ang bao money yet, can you believe it? okay... maybe some of you dont count. but i usually count to see how much income i collected. but it soon be gone... money is never enough.

i'm going to start studiowu, korean class and BRACES soon!
i'm so happy. and i'll make sure my hols will be fruitful.
i dont want to sit down all day staring at the computer.
but that cant be help when red alert 3 is out. hahahahhahahaha.

hoho. suddenly, everything seems stress-free. ^^
unlike school days, when you just stare at the book, feeling stupid.
why must we let exam grade us and determined out future?
some people like me are just not that material.
but what to do? i want to be a psychologist when i grow up but i had to take science. T.T which is the subject that i'm worst in. T.T

ahh~ but we have to be happy that we are all healhy and there's bread and butter.
may god bless all of us. ^^

the great music videos ahead

2008-11-08T15:04:00.003+08:00

okay. firstly... i just found out this morning...

HANKYUNG IS DATING SOME ACTRESS FROM HIS 'STAGE OF YOUTH'

actually, i dont care a shit about this drama. and i prolly wont watch it.
okay... maybe i'll watch. but china drama are usually -.- no offence.
and am sick of china. singapore's is so full of this people that i feel like am in china. anyway, rumours have said that he is dating liu yi fei who is damn pretty. if they were dating together, i dont mind. cuz she's worth it. i pretty much like her when she was doing chinese paladin, a drama which i followed in my psle year. everyone was watching it. ^^

okay, back to main point.

pretty, eh? okay... this photo dont really do justice of her. she's a more celestial kind-of girl. anyway, people would prefer she and him together. elf would too.

and maybe not this:

this was taken in stage of youth.
and here's the papparazzi picture:

appearently, liu yi fei, he is not dating. but some actress called huang yi or whatever her name is. anyway, they were not holding hands... ... okay, maybe it's true. but he is getting old so he should get himself a girl. i mean, he cant wait for me for another 10 years, right? haha. just kidding. reports said thar they were happily hanging out with each other... billards and all.

but...
but...
everyone knows he belongs to hee chul.

***

shinee's new mv: amigo 아.미.고

HOTHOTHOT. i see shinee in a new light now. ^^
tae min is so cuteeee.
key is so coooooool.
aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh~
and their dance moves. so cool so cool so cool.
SO PRO.
i like them. ^^ haha.
and that girl is a sm trainee. she's 15 and 173cm. my bloody shit. so tall.
first, they wowed me with 'love like oxygen', then they wowed with this.
hehehehehheheheheheheheheheheheh.
they can even sing live with the dance. :O

***

big bang new ms: sunset glow

top. top. top. top. top.
this song is damn nice.
g-dragon is cute in here. his funky self.
love this. ^^ nureul saranghae~

***

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SUPER JUNIOR!

생일축하합니다~
생일축하합니다~
사랑하는 super junior~
생일축하함니다~

altho i only know you since june(thanks to beverly), i will love you many many and support your albums many many till i switch my loyalty which i hope i wont. haha.

SUPER JUNIOR! FIGHTING! ^^ <3

kpop festival 2008

2008-11-06T19:49:00.004+08:00

why were people selling the tickets since it was given to them free?
bloody ex. people would quote 160 or 120 for a pair of tix.
but i got mine for 100. ^^ i hope i can get it free next year.
why dont they just sell it thru sistics? >O
anyway, i went novena 3 days consecutive. at first, i thot i was going to get from this person for 120, tblock. then just as i was about to reach, an uncle offer me 100 for bblock. even tho it's higher, it's nearer to the stage. plus, it's cheaper. so the next morning, i went down to novena again to get it. -.- so super sianzx.

JANG JANG!

i was a bit hesitated to go since sj would not be there and i thot nobody could go cuz of last minute. but surprisingly, my bro agree to go with me. ^^ thanks, bro! but i was so bad, he should be preparing for his exam but i asked him to come with me. T.T ooh. i hope it wont affect his studies. but he looked a bit sianzx when we were taking the bus to kallang. so we didnt talk. sigh. i was worried then. when we reached, bloody hell, bus 11 din come for so long. so we took a taxi there instead. the traffic light was asdfghjkl irritating. it only let a few cars move then changed to red liaozx. but when we reached, we were on time. ^^

people filling up the seats. i hope i was nearer to the stage.

i got bring binoculars but forget my camera. T.T
but it's not sj, so it's okay...
the only way to comfort myself.
it started off at 8. i went to change seats cuz the light was glaring at me. hate it.

junjin came first.

then there's chae yeon.

okay... i cant remember who came first or last.

jewelry! i love them! all of them are very pretty. i like the rapper the most. okay, i said that lots of time. but i think she very cool. ^^

but there's 2pm! everyone shouted at to 10 out of 10 part. ^^ including me. i was pretty high. but my bro was not. -.- okay. i cant expect him to be high. lol.
but i'm still with sj. btw, my fav guy is the one with the long hair. but he braid it. which is... not nice.

andy:

vos:

u-kiss:

then there's lee ann, kim jong kook. but i din take picutres of them. no offence but i dont know what language was lee ann singing. it was hamke...smth smth then at the chorus, it sounded like chinese. no surprise since he is base in singapore. maybe we should give him more love so that other kpop acts will come here? but him?

then lo and behold. WONDERGIRLS!
they received the loudest cheer. and i was at the peak of my seat during the performance. and so, they were the last to come out. we should have shouted for so hot. but they only do tell me and nobody. so hee's voice was damn high pitch. sun mi's voice was soft. the others was okay. everybody did 'tell me tell me' and 'omana' ILOVEYOOBIN! haha.

i tried to capture their faces on the screen but low quality. T.T

i think this is ye eun?

sun mi.

so hee.

yoobin.

sun ye

the five of them.

and the rest of everyone.

and boo-hoo. the ending. T.T
i hope that next year, we'll still have.
this is the first biggest concert that we have for korea.
so let's spread the biculture(super junior) love, yeah. ^^

photos courtesy of bro.
THANKYOU THANKYOU SO MUCH! <3

ride home...

cool, eh? can surf things when in taxi. but the smell of the taxi is damn nauseating. shits like hell. *pukes*

second day, at square 2.
was supposed to wait for me for facial. but eventually cancelled cuz she got stomach pain. surprisingly, there was a autograph session. so i queue up lor. since i am so free. haha. they say no photos with phones. but heck. haha. they also never catch me. and yep, again. i forgot to bring my camera. so sad... my brain.

siy did the 'A' and everybody went crazy. so sad, i din take a photo of it. but it was so cool. cuz i bet she din know that people in singapore watch her we got married with crown j. haha. if there's this response, there will be sj? no?

while q-ing up, there's this bloody kay poh want to act hero. there was no q at all. then i just anyhow cut. after 30 to 45 mins or so, there's this squeezy and messy line form, the security guard came to help. he asked the aunty to come out of the line as it was too squeezy. then this ccb came and shouted at the guard, saying that the aunty stand there for an hour or so. then she gestured to all of the others, including me that we cut queue. eh, pussy, get your facts right okay. some of us cut when there's isnt even a queue. so when the messy line formed, we are not cutting cuz other people simply moved out or behind. dont anyhow malign us, k. >O you damn rubbish. then, the guard asked me to come out and just follow the line. which means i'm not out of the line. she thot the guard wanted the aunty to get out of the line. rubbish shit. then ahead, there's another guard controlling the line and letting a number of people go ahead first. when it was this tks girl turns, that bloody bitch scolded her and asked her why she cut the aunty's q. the tks was just, like me, standing outside the line. then the aunty din even say anything to the tks girl. that bloody bitch really deserved a scolding. and fuckingly, she looks like ryutaro. yes, a guy. this kind of person, die early. so rash. she can just take a knife and poke into someone's ass over a split milk. dumb bitch.

end of story.

and i met beverly and sharon there too. ^^

that marks the end of the whole kpop craze.

please comeeeeee~

a pair of tickets

2008-11-03T00:28:00.002+08:00

blab blab. i want to kill myself.
an offer, korean pop night, a pair of tickets, 80 bucks.
anybody willing to share with me?

*stabs*
*staggers*

i shall not give up.
h-ooh!
i ought to just die.

happy events on 0111

2008-11-02T01:34:00.002+08:00

first of all...

CONGRATULATIONS TO COUSIN ALVIN&&HIS LOVELY WIFE, FELICIA~
AN ADDITION TO MY EXTENDED FAMILY.
A CALL FOR BELLS AND CHAMPAGNE.
A CALL FOR BLISS AND CHEERS.
A CALL FOR BLESS AND CLAPS.

today is a very wonderful day that i noticed my cousin marrying his only one. everytime, my ma would narrate that she and her sisters accompaning him thru his growing years. saying that he watched tv in their house, played with them etc. and when he got to go back to his own house after his kindergarden years, my ma told me that few of her sisters cried or so, i think. haha. okay. his speech was very touching even tho it was short. i almost wanted to cry. altho we are not close, but watching him marrying, seeing his blissed face, i was very peace-ed. alright, no such word but it was like that. a very warm feeling. i imagined, if i were my aunties, i would feel very blessed to have my nephew finding his other half. no words can describe when you see time pass so quickly and see how a chapter of your loved one life ends with a happy ending. it's like, when he/she is young, you would play with them etc. but BOOM, suddenly, you see them all ready to flip that page.
aahh~ i'm so happy for my cousin. ^^
altho it was simple, the food was delish.
of cuz, the warmth was the BEST. :D
BEST WISHES!
[p.s: my cousin looks like alex. haha.]

second:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, AMARIAH!

finally 14, eh.
may you have a very happy year ahead! ^^
forget all the bad things and move on, yeah.
MAY GOD BLESS THIS SEXY BIRTHDAY, GIRL.
LOVEYOU! ^^

"saeilchukahamnida~"

and so on...
- i permed my hair for alvin's wedding. temporary. it was nice. haha. saw myself in a different way. so weird at first. i thot i will look like an ahjumah. that hairdresser said the back of my hair very thin. i was thinking, also you cut one.
haha. i actually went 'sissors' for ten times. and i'm entitled to a free cut. haha! loyal customer. ^^

-my brother is coming back in 2 weeks time. :D yay!
will be waiting for you~

-my pa half-ly agree to get me my braces sooner! if not, i got to wait till 2011. by that time, i would need to wear longer and waste money and time. so, yep, he half-ly allow me. but i'm not sure if he totally agree. cuz for my case, it got to be about 6/7k. T.T why the back of my milk teeth never drop?!idk lah. i'm going to check the hos for it. AND I'M GOING TO CANCEL MY WAITING LIST.

today: A GOOD DAY. ^^

my room is dead untidy. V.V
my plan is:
nov- go learn smth. maybe dance and korean. ^^
dec- prepare for sec 3. rooms to be tidied, homework to do, books to buy.
all time- IMPROVE MY BALLET.
i must manzx, never practice for so long liaozx. i'm so lousy.

AHH! 011108 is wonderful. ^^

wondering how long i'll last

2008-10-31T23:37:00.003+08:00

if i write and spend all my time being a fan girl, will i feel it's wasted next time.
when i was primary 6, i like 5566 and co. a lot. it was so stupid of me. now when i looked back, i felt that my youth was taken away, cuz i lost interest in them. and i'm glad that i did. haha. but my albums and dvd of those people that i dont idolize is stashed in my cupboard. i dont know what to do with them. T.T i prolly will send it to cash converters and BUY ANY HSJ OR SJ MERCHANDISE.

other than the magazines i saw at kinokuniya... i want those cds i saw at hmv today~~ can someone buy for me. at, $73 for berryz koubou cd which consist of 11 songs?! crazyyyy~ >.<

LOOK AT THE RIGHT.

he's so hot hot hot. SEXAYE SEXAYE BOYYYY~

from 241008 performance, where they wore their scrap teacher's uniform and the three bad boys came too. i think they are johnny's too. argh~ where are there always background dancers. so many of them. it made the rest of hsj blend with them. -.- i think hsj debut concert also have them. like kis my ft-2 and some other groups. i read it in theppn that johnny are more of a dance company. but all boys. -.-
anyway, i like yamada's head shaking at the beggining. and DAIKI'S SO HOT WHEN HE TOOK OF HIS JACKET. SO COOOOOL~

one of the bullies in scrap teacher. the three of them look like they din practised enough with hsj. they were shuffling here and there. but it was well off? haha. ^^

HEY!SAY!JUMP.

GYAH. SO CUTEEEE~

i want to learn this. anybody? it look so cool. the slow mo is so funny.

and

haha. hikaru. when he won the arm wrestling match with yuya. dai-chan lost to him. but he almost win. taken from shouken club.

HORIKOSHI GAKUEN.
according to pyrefly...
horikoshi gakuen is very expensive but low in curriculum. you can even leave school during school hours for concert rehearsals, as they are not very strict in attendance. this explains why this school is like a breeding ground for idols.
other johnny's went there too. including ama's kat-tun.

and i read that hey say best dont have the priviledged to piroitize their studies.
i wonder if they stop their career ten years down the road, will they able to pick up a different job again? ooh, speaking of which, one of kara's member was so smart that she can do a doctor course but she quit cuz she want to join showbiz. -.- such a waste.

papparazzi shot of dai-chan in his uni. woo-hoo~ HOT.

all above credit to www.pyrefly.wordpress.com

***

shinee's new song! amigo!

i swear they got hotter. LIKE REAL HOTTER.
everyone of them. esp minho, onew and key.
with their new image and POWERFUL AND WONDERFUL TALENTS, they are, no offence, better than hsj. but 5 of them cant beat my dai-chan! ^^
cold eyes, baby~ :D

and can't wait for big bang's next album

.

i believed this song will moved me to tears.
the teaser had given me goosebumps already.
sounds pretty good, eh?
CANT WAIT. ^^
wait second november is coming.
and so is snsd new album~
gosh. total breakdown for a kpop junkie.

and not forgetting SUPER JUNIOR. MY LOVE, MY SWEETS, MY ECSTACY.
LOL. they changed their hair style! okay, only donghae and ryeowook.
but so much better. this fancam usually focus at hanky. altho i was secretly enjoying it, but please show some 13 love~ cuz sj is nothing w/o 13 of them.

and i like this fan-made vid. so full of 13 love~ and quite a lot of eunhae moments. hell, i wish they were together again. they looked so cute together. now sj-m is in china. PFFT. even fishy misses him.

okay, i'm done fangirl-ing.
so, what do you reckon?
will i regret or not?

ooh, btw, comics connection tpy stocked up their sj merchandise. muhahaha.
screw you all flh fans.

*was suppose to post it yesterday but it crashed.

addicted

2008-10-30T02:24:00.002+08:00

shit. i'm addicted to daiki arioka.
actually, i think i like hsj cuz of him.
ooh! okay. maybe not the only reason but the top.
their bromance are very cute too~

i watched their making of and they are hot hot hot playing together.
and i also watched sensai wa erai and scrap teacher.
back to my dorama!
next, i'm going to try watching densha otoko.

scences from scrap teacher ep3. (yes, i'm crazy over HIM. lol)

the four of them.

lol. rarely see chinen's face bu shuang.

there's still more. ^^
anyway, the drama is nice but cuz of chinese subs, i sometimes cant understand.
in fan ti zi mah.
but daiki rarely speak. yamada and yuto are always the one to be lead.
ahh~ but, daiki was voted the [girls who want to date most]number 1.
chinen is second. yamada dont have. his reaction damn funny.

was browsing kinokuniya when i saw this:

can someone buy for me, please~
hehehehhehehheheheh.

ahh~ it's late now.

emotionally unstable

2008-10-27T14:43:00.003+08:00

i think i have some brain damage or something.
i cannot control my feelings.
whatever i feel, i feel to the extremes.
if i am happy, i am ecstatic.
if i am sad, i am depressed.
if i am angry, i am screaming.
if i am worried, i am shaking.

crazy, huh?
prolly cuz of the hormones. (yeah, pms)
but it's so weird.
like last week, the craziest day i ever had. shouting at everyone then the next minute smiling at everyone. then today, i woke up to my parents quarreling. i started bawling and screaming at them.

here's what happen.
just cuz of newspaper, they started shouting and screaming at each other.
but i know it's not cuz of that.
several events build their emotions up and it wasnt cleared.
and thus, this.
they are always complaining about each other to me.
and whenever they scold me, they will diverse it to each other.
just like the chalet thing, so many things built up.
sigh sigh.
i was screaming at them to stop shouting and blah blah.
but then i realised i over-reacted.
everything. o-v-e-r r-e-a-c-t.
huu~
when will people learn to not fuss over small things?
when will people learn to appreciate things?
my eyes are still puffy from the bawling.
ooh! i feel so paiseh.

anyway, what a pity. what a pity.
last day and poof, gone.
my sec 2 life is o-v-e-r.
i wish i had done more things.
but, alas, i dont want to think about it.
it's over.
no point thinking how pathetic i am and look.
summary: pity.

my stress outlet: MY BELOVED T10.
all my videos and songs really calm me down.
yesterday night, i watched sensai wa erai till 4am in the morning, in the dark, lying on my bed. ooh~ my daiki is so cuteeeee~. the whole drama is okay. prolly cuz i dont understand some part of it. daiki, daiki, daiki!
going to watch scrap teacher. but but where can i find eng subs? T.T

by the way, i still hearts my super junior even tho i'm idolizing hsj.
SUJU&&HSJ JIANG~

can someone tell me what's shinee and hsj fan colour?

a new dicovery

2008-10-26T14:36:00.002+08:00

GYA~ GYA~ GYA~
A SUPERRRRR CUTEEEEEE 10-BOYS BAND!
HEY! SAY! JUMP.

(left names for top/ right names for bottom)
heh. heh. heh. heh. heh.
i heard of them long ago.
but not until i chance upon the pv on my blog.
some of them are so cuteeee.

my favourite!
DAIKI ARIOKA :D

so cuteeeee, right?! hahahahhahahahahhahahahahhaahahaha.
his eyes is oh-so sexaye.
daisuki~

and the others whom i think is uber cute too.

CHINEN:

same age as us?
gosh. so damn cute.

RYUTARO:

younger than us. ^^

alot of people life yamada.
and they always feature him in front and i think he's kind of ego.
but they are still so lovable.
all 10 of them.
cuz of their bromance.
yep, prolly groups with large numbers and good relationships among them made me like them.
dont you feel like pinching their cheeks?
eeyeow~
speaking of bromance, SUPER JUNIOR, IT DEFINES.
and sometimes, my class boys too. cuz they are soccer mates.
the thing about it is, no matter what, they'll have fun and treat each other like slibings.
haha. of cuz, got female version: MY BELOVED DA.
and that's so cuteeeee~
since now sj's been busy preparing their 3rd album in the midst of their sub-groups, i shall turn my attention to hsj. haha.
but, fuck, sjm is still back in china. wtf.

i shall stop here and edit later...
my pa wants to go out in my midst of blogging.
always like that one.
never tell us his plans.
huu~

craziest time

2008-10-22T22:49:00.005+08:00

today's officially a ride of rollecoaster for me.

bored > angry > anxiety > happy

many things happen.
i think i went overboard with my feelings.
sorry to those i had lashed at.
thankyou so much to those that had helped me.

i should have sleep sufficiently.

it caused me mine life.
a reminder for me.
things starts to spiral down when i did not have enought of sleep.
and i have enough of this.
(ok, i shouldnt be blogging now.)

but i think i went a lil siao today.
alright. very extreme siao.
i dont think am like this.
am i?
V.V
huu~
one more day...
i did not expect to end it off like this.

glued to screen

2008-10-12T00:21:00.002+08:00

today's another useless day, on a dl spree. kara's album's so looong.
whole day glued to computer. saw lots of bb and supy's love. ^^
dl-ed shinee, kara and epik high and some other songs.
hope they are good. but my videos cant be dl-ed. someone helppppp.

anyway, WONDERGIRLS AND JEWELRY ARE COMING TO SINGAPORE.
i dont care about the others. but WG AND JEWELRY....
GYAHHH~
but tickets are not for sale. D:
i'm going to airport to 'jie' them. i dont care.
anybody going, must jio me, k.

god. i never practice ballet. die.

anyway, i had this wierd dream of ms low killing fishes while we're taking a science test.
and life's horoscope said i must remember this dream.
crazy. how'd they know i had dream?
coincidence?

ooh. and a question came up to my mind while having a convo with v.
why does our keyboard is not in alpahbatical order?
it's called the qwerty layout.
and cuz of it was from typewriter invention, you can type 'typewriter' in the first row.
okay. very boh liao.
i want to call my son, qwerty.
haha.

I'M PART WONDERFUL, PART VIP, PART SOSHIZ AND

FULL TIME E.L.F

taking a sigh

2008-10-10T18:09:00.002+08:00

ms wong actually want to let us see this video.
she even watch attack of the pin up boys and full house.
i hope she is supy-fied. haha.

finally the crazy week is over. OVER.
during that week ,the atmosphere was a mixtue of tense and faigue.
i guess everyone had it hard. but now it's over, everyone cant help but scream.
in my case, that is.
i was surprised that the night before each exam was relax for me.
usually, i would cram. i suppose you really need a mind of ease to breeze thru it.
except for chinese. omg. my lan chinese~
glad everything is done.

yesterday, i packed my post exam mess. it was the messiest week of my life.
stacks of papers and books are everywhere. the image of the horrendous room cant leave my mind. and today, i get some time alone. at first, the feeling was miserable. now i understand. actually i do understand all this while. anyway, i got up and rush my dnt shit. went to eat lunch and school on my own. i get to think somethings on my own. i get to be alone for a while. prolly, sometime you need it. it's not that bad. you feel blocked out. ooh, i met this ang moh in the bus. he's really big and sat beside me. i dont like the feeling. but he din do anything and he offered me a sweet. but i still dont like that feeling. -.- huu~

watched snsd's new reality show. it was quite okay. jessica read sophie kinsella. lol. and their style are much the same as singapore. except, their clothes and prettier. tiffany's annoying with her 'omg' and 'ready?'

i borrowed mao's last dancer. it was a pleasant read. give a an idea on how life was like last time in china. and that made me feel guilty for throwing breakfasts away. i dont have a good appetite in the early mornings so i dont really like to eat breakfast. my beloved ma prepared for me and i throw away. is that i want to throw, i throw it with a heavy heart. i believed the bread still can be eaten but it's not fresh anymore. D: so how? i must kick this habit. help.

i keep meeting people from my past. it's a good and bad thing. i met some 'unknown' people to me. not much change. and I MET ANNIE ANNIE ANNIE ANNIE. my cool cool friend. it's been years since i met her. ahhh~ saranghae~

should i perm my hair? like make a little wave? or let it grow longer first? ah! othege~

SUPER JUNIOR 13 LOVE~~

the fever is running on

2008-09-21T01:48:00.003+08:00

ah. change my skin again. cuz i felt like it.
the weather is very hot.
and i ate duck rice. ^^

i made mooncake lastweek. ^^
it was fun but the moonies were not nice.
the skin is very floury and thick.
i just(ed) hope DA and my family dont get food poisoning.
ooh. and i din celebrate much this year. just ate a few moonies.
din even play candles. :( sad. must revive the traditions with V next year. haha!

180908 was eventful.

1. i tripped my bag and fell down.
2. i tripped man's bag while looking at sungmin's picture on ms wong wallpaper.
3. we had our superhero presentation and i love our superhero much. she is emylee sinclair and she has psychic power. *teghhhhhhhhh* [ wo hui dai biao yue liang lai cheng fa ni! ]
4. something not very nice thing happen to nadine.
5. bounce bounce was funny and superficial.
6. science test was sceptical.
7. music was terrifying. we thot we were suppose to present and we did a very DUMB train sequence. but we did not present in the end. sometimes, we have to thank time for ticking away very fast.
8. mac's was funny. talked to yeochins heartedly when this st gabriel guys came towards us asking for our number cuz they having a comepetition. our prize will be a show from them. we gave then we waited so long just to see two guys running half naked pass us for a mere nano second. but the whole mac's was rofl. throwing fries and all.

ooh! and i was appointed ixora's patrol patrol second. ^^ happyhappy. and very unfair lor. xiaping din get her post. in my opinion, i think xiaping's a better leader than bearbear*.

omt. eoy's coming. and it's so fuck scary.
other than psle, this is my first time mugging during the weekends. usually, i would just play the computer the whole day. now, i dont even dare to waste time. am glad i finished my science and maths papers finish today. but 80% of the science paper, i refer to textbook. is this shitty or what? tmr is language day. hope will be a breeze.

to all my yeochins: STUDY HARD, K? FIGHTING! WE ALL CAN DO IT! :DD MOST IMPORTANTLY, TAKE CARE OF YOUR LOVED HEALTH.

waiting for dbsk, WG, BB and SNSD!

trailer:

i thot they should be curvaceous in this concept?
they are stick thin.
but nobody cares.
it's 7 more hours to the release!
damn.

dbsk has mirotic. the song is kinda same?
shall listen it one more time some other day.

heechulie is damn cute.
credits: http://superduperlove.wordpress.com

Title: 手配者
* It kinda means wanted criminal

Name : 希 (Hee)

Age : 4444 years

Bloodtype : AB

Special Ability: Fooling Around*

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*If I’m not wrong, 껄렁거림 is a idiom describing someone who doesn’t take things seriously and fools around ^^

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Heechul’s Cyworld Column Update 2008.09.20

Mood: Tiresome

미로틱/Mirotic
(I don’t really know Englishㅋ)

kutta!

when internet becomes bored

2008-09-13T01:00:00.002+08:00

suddenly, i dont feel like doing anything. just plain bored.
youtube-ing
blogging(about my days and kpop)
blog hopping and much more...
so being the lifeless me, i wiki-ied [sleep deprivation].
cuz i really really want to try to sleep early as much as possible.
i really hate to sleep late now. and my late is 2am, 3am which most of you will be dreaming already.
i felt the difference between a long sleep and a short sleep comparing during the hols and school days. and i must say, there IS a very very big dfference. the worst you can feel is when you have 5-6 hours of sleep. there'll be a part of the day where your heart will feel extremely down and heavy literally. wheras 4-3 hours, your body will think it's a nap.

anyway...

In the United States, and in many
other countries, sleep deprivation is common among students. School-aged
children should be getting between 8.5 and 9.25 hours of sleep[29]
but many do not. A National Sleep
Foundation survey found that college/university-aged students get an average
of 6.8 hours of sleep each night.[30]
Sleep deprivation is common in college freshmen as they adjust to the
stress and social activities of college life. A study performed by the
Department of Psychology at the National
Chung Cheng University in Taiwan concluded that freshmen received the
shortest amount of sleep during the week.[31].
Students get more sleep each night in the summer than during the school year,[32]
and one in four U.S. high school students admit to falling asleep in class at
least once a week.[33].
Research has indicated that teenage children have a variation in their circadian cycle that
delays sleep past the normal time for adults. Since school schedules are based
around the adult workday, it is not surprising that students have difficulty
obtaining adequate sleep.[citation
needed] In 1997 the University of
Minnesota did research that compared students who went to school at 7:15
a.m. and those who went to school at 8:40 a.m. They found that students who went
to school at 8:40 got higher grades and more sleep on the weekdays.[11]

-wikipedia

i feel like proposing this to the MOE.
OUR SCHOOL SHOULD START AT 9AM.
like monday. which is... so much better.
being a veteran, i find the article above very true.
anyone wants to join me?

shit out of me

2008-09-08T00:28:00.003+08:00

in a few hours time, i'm going to school.
and the thing is i havent do anything that's productive.
eff it. >O

cant the school just burn down and we can enjoy and claim a few days of post-holidays when they find a holding site for us in the ever small singapore?

oh god. i just wish it happen.

i really do hope i can catch up on my studies.
i did the maths paper. THE WHOLE DAY.
till now, i havent finish.
well, who will when you got INKIGAYO VIDEOS FRESH OUT OF YOUTUBE?!
i cant stand it anymore.
and SO FAST!
i get to see many many special stage!
i'll spazz about it on tues...

i love using LOL now.
let me do it.
LOL.
alright. i shall "finish" my maths now.
and sleep at 2am.
oh god. that band sucks.

silver bromide

2008-09-06T22:50:00.003+08:00

today's wasted. okay. let's talk about my hols~
bare with me. i know my life is perfectly boring.

monday:
i went out with my mama! ^^ she went to work only to find out she doesnt have. she was sick during the weekends so she cant find out. glad she's betta now. ^^ so we, plus my duayi (big aunt), went to centerpoint robinsons. we could sit bus to there but i din know. lol. i made them walk all the way from mrt to the shopping centre. anzwayz, we shopped around and around till we were hungry. omg. the bloody lunch is so exy. one plate of fried rice caused 9 bucks. siao cb. and back to robinsons. IT SUCKS. NOTHING TO BUY AT ALL. NATHA! exy and so yuck. but we got vouchers, you see. so why not buy smth? in the end, i bought an adidas* bag and a very very niceeeeeee mug. :DD satisfy my retail therapy. my ma bought a pot. went OG(sucks) then homeeee~

tuesday:
FIRST DAY OF KAYAKING!
i din know what to expect but capsize drill. the first thing we did in the morn is that already. scare the shit hell out of me. the sea water is very dirty and extreamly SALTY. hate it. and my shoes soles was torn. after the whole morn, we get to eat out lunch! NASI LEMAK! very nice... okay... of course. but i cant believe we survived the whole morn from 9 to 1 without food. maybe cuz we were to occupied. whereas during school, it's so boring, you think of food. this is how we get fat. so school actually do very harmful things to you. VERY. till every hour, you feel hungry. that's how i feel...

after lunch, we get to kayak! woo~ it was enjoyable, relaxing, dirty and we learn a lot of things. ^^ the water is very very dirty. i really really dont like it... but when i come home, i find that my skin is smoother than usual. amazing, eh? :D i very happy now. my skin is actually less prone to oily skin. hehe~ be jealous, baby.

came home around 7 plus. ate. bath. phone. SLEEP.

wednesday:
we did rafted TMX rescue. i was the same group as manju and some other guy. everything went out fine. but, again, i was freaked out by the capsize drill. the hell. i thot only one of us get to capsize, which i din want to. btw, we did it when the tide was high and i can barely touch the ground. we did somemore kayak after lunch. it was, i dont know why, very firece. and lol-ed at no brain then went home afterwards. AM A ONE STAR KAYAKER. YAY! :DD
ahh~ it ended so fast! i want to go kayaking again~ :) anyone?

came home around 7 plus. ate. bath. phone. SLEEP.

lol. i became chaoda.
actually, i like my bronze skin now. but i dont want triple tone!
anybody knows how to get rid of it?

thursday:
it was loved! i had fun with DA! manju and dorin din come. sad sad. :( if not, it will be a clique outing. anyway, went to meet ma after she finishes her work. then ate with her at square 2 food court. it was around 1 plus that i reach bugis. then meet my yeochins :DD after so many days. shopped around then had to sent ama home. then i went to collect my specs. there's the women who wanted to buy this sunglasses. but lol, i bet she boh liu still want to act cool. she was trying out then she later dont want. the uncle was (despearately) trying to persuade her to buy. lol.

i am very patriotic now. my specs is RED AND WHITE! catched up with the others at city hall mrt. then SINGAPORE IS REALLY EFFING SMALL. we had no place to go then we mrt-ed back and forth. so fun esp with my yeochins! ^^ haha. after that, the day ended.

friday:
met up with V. ^^ so long liaozx.
her omma treat me to sizzler! omt. it is very very very rare for me to eat something so expensive. i really appreciate this treat. the food was fab. my stomach was piggys. THANKYOU TO V AND HER FAMILY~ :DDD her bro's so cuteeeee~ and her sister is so niceeeee~ i went to get PINK fbt. woo~ then we went to my neighbourhood and cut hair. i look like... neater now, i guess. haha.

today:
i had no fuck mood today. dont know why. maybe cuz i realised i din do much studying. ooh god. i really hate EOY. i can feel the pressure now. stupid stupid stupid. but i learnt about the photo thing so thus the title of this post. ^^

silver bromide > silver + bromine

24/7

2008-09-06T19:34:00.002+08:00

i am addicted to big bang and snsd album... woo~
since there's not much news on super junior...
no, wait. there is.
teuki made a little hint that there will be a new album coming up soon. i think it is in 2009. ooh. btw, I KNOW some of THEIR CYWORLDS. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. those who are active ones are:

:heechul- www.cyworld.com/yuri9doo
:hankyung- www.cyworld.com.cn/hengeng
:teuk- http://www.cyworld.com/jsplus

okay. just to record things down. pardon pardon.

#1. 2PM

10 OUT OF 10

lol. i like that song. but never will they ,with another group called 2am, ever ever dare to compete with my super junior. they cant win. never will they. okay. maybe too early to judge now. but i will stay in super junior side. :D

live performance:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=410HErJ1-KY

#2. SHINEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

love like oxygen

so sexaye and cuteeeeeeee~ i want to marry taemin. ^^ gosh. he really looks like heechul. but their dance and this song is so hawt, right?! omt. shinee~

and their special stage with their sunbaenim, super junior!

woo~ idol clash! :D

#3. i dont know what's super junior been to these days except for radio shows and performance. sorry but i had to put this up. MY HANKY IS SO SEXAYE ESP HIS CHINESE!

sorry for the fangirlism. ^^
i just had to.

#4. wondergirls vs snsd

The Wonder Girls will release a new mini-album either at the end of this month, or early next month. Girls' Generation will be releasing their new album sometime in October. -allkpop.com

omt. i'm so looking forward to both. wondergirls have yoobin while snsd have good vocals. i know it's unrelated but that's what i like about them.

%5. bigbang vs dbsk

Big Bang who recently released their new single Haru Haru, has plans to release a follow up track (or even possibly a new full album) to coincide with TVXQ's comeback. -allkpop.com

lol. anyone will know dbsk will win. i bet ms wong is very very excited now. i will support the underdog, big bang! with top inside, all the girls will move to bb. but bdsk have yunho... my favourite... ooh! othege~

#6. beethoven virus

gosh. another classical music drama. like nodame cantabile. omt. i'm so gonna catch this.

lee ji ah! cant wait to see this! :D

i think i am done.
will blog about my hols later~

samsung girl

2008-08-31T19:15:00.003+08:00

erm... i think i want to record everything from the past hundred week. so bare with me, yeah?
i'll love you for that.

1. DNT PROJECT
omt. at sat, i went school and meet ht and dorin. had fun. we started making it and we took the mag from the con course but we put it back lah. we very guai one. haha. (: then we turn our attention to doing an imitate of the mag(ours).

dorin suppose to do what ht's pose but she dont want. haha.

then i went for fireworks! :D

2. FIREWORKS
omt. so many people. everybody just wait for the fireworks. the performance shown before the fireworks were -.- anyway, the fireworks is AWESOME! SO AWESOME~~ and what's more, it's by the koreans! ah~ the used tae wang sa shin gi song. the one that i like. and as each sparks flutter, your heart feels like wind. as each firework is released, your heart will follow them and BOOM. it was so colourful, i couldnt hold my breath. :D

anyone know a good video converter? so that i can post the video here.

3. UNLUCKY WEEK
day one: i cut my effing hand in a freak accident in the bathroom. BLOOD OZZE OUT,OKAY! i thot i need stiches. haha. lol.

day two: i accidentally spill my orange sticks. my lunch leh. 30 cents gone. T.T i thot it was the end of the world.

day three: i stepped on sticky sweet. eww.

okay. not much lah. but that week, idk why, but i kept banging into things.

4. COMMON TEST
erm... no comments. my results are okay. not much. i'm only scared of eoy. T.T nightmare.

5. SUCKING AT DNT
wth. i sucked so much, okay. everybody is like 300 wires ahead of me. lucky mdm tan helped me. tyvm! ^^ she do 3 black wires, i only do one. i'm really not dnt material.

6. TEACHER'S DAY
i ran with joanne, emmanuel and aaron. 1km each of us. damn demanding sia. but who cares, it's for the class. we got FIRST! yepyep. WOO~ the medal is so funny. four rings linked together when olympics is five rings. saw rachel competing for her class too. haha. happy happy. went far east afterwards. that day was tiring but i saw many niceeee clothes and had fun. :D ooh. and i gave mdm tan, mr koh, ms wong, marican, ms lee, lwk, ms quek prezzies. hope they like it. :D and i was right, the korean group will perform. lol. and they had such good taste! the first song was HARU HARU BY BIG BANG. very nice, right? anybody who want to spazz about that song can find me. ^^

7. CLASS TEE
please enlighten me on whats [the truth ~~hurts~~ it's happy.] but pay alr lah.

8. HYORI'S NEW MV

perfect. but erm... sounds like a vietnamese song. haha.

9. COMEX SHOW
i'm now a true blue samsung girl. my phone, my (newly bought T10) mp3, my 32inch tv, my bro's radio. and upcoming, i got a dvd player, 21inch tv. haha! be jealous. lol. jkjk. but i'm so happy. all under $2500! very very good value. i heart comex show. ^^

10. KPOP
#1: i love hyori. after i got my mp3, i went on a downloading spree. dl-ed snsd, big bang and hyori's. and her album is really full of catchy songs. love it. haha. queen of pop!

#2: bev's friend is going sm town concert in thailand. and she may get me a sj's balloon. hahahahhahahahahaha~~ ^^

#3: heechul was mistaken as a cyborg in an airport. he got a iron rod in his leg due to the car accident. that explains the metal detector ringing at him. haha.

#4: please please please, someone, please please~ i beg you. sub every1 idol. T.T

okay. that's all.
not long eh?

none

2008-08-29T23:46:00.002+08:00

haha. i'm on my bed with the lappy!
be jealous.
it's so cozy and funnn~
i know, it's lame to say this.
:D

sad news and hot news and ever hotter news

2008-08-24T02:14:00.004+08:00

sad news:

actor lee eon passed away due to a motorcycle accident. i think he lost control os something. well, i remembered him in coffee prince, one of my fav drama, acting as dumb but strong man. haha. he did add the laughters. this news is so sudden cuz, really, no one expected it. well, he will be missed. rest in peace, dude.

about 100 of his family and friends turn up to send him off on 23 august in the early morning. actor gong yoo leads the funeral. he got his off from army to send off his good friend. aww. *sniffs*

***
hot news:

20's mnet choice!

[source: allkpop.com]
Hot Drama Star: Male
Kim Rae Won
Lee Beom Su
Lee Jun Ki
Ji Seong
Ji Hyeon Woo
it should be LJK!!! i'll tell you why.

the awards dont matter. the collaborations is much more hotter! ^^

shinee and seo in young - noona, you are pretty & umbrella(haha)

idk. but i find the umbrella part damn funny. appearently, the americans have better vocals. i just cant believe that they do their rendition of chris brown and rihanna's umbrella. hee~ it was nice tho. their english is good! taemin's cuteeee~

lee hyori and uhm jung hwa - d.i.s.c.o & u-go-girl & dj

it's gooooood~ love this performance. i mean, how'd you get the chance to see rivals singing each other songs. well, other than that time when WG and SNSD exchange stage. maybe they are not exactly rivals, more like sexaye singers of korea. haha. but uhm jung hwa sounds a bit weird singing u-go-girl. and top is hawt!

big bang and no brain - haru haru & (some song) & oh my friend

omt. big bang is so so so so so so so hawt! top is damn cool, okay. he has this super cool personality and features that just sweep girls off their feet. the rest are just as well. and the songs is loved! omt. so hot, i'm dying of heat in this cold weather. phew. :D

wonder girls and jun jin - sexy back & so hot

sorry but jun jin looks like cheekopek. haha. his english is good tho. but why he take yoo bin's part of so hot?! so wrong. haha. yoo bin's cool~ love her.^^ ooh. and the v-line dance. hee~

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hotter news:

you know what, he's my lao gong.

alive and well

2008-08-22T22:20:00.002+08:00

i dont feel like blogging today.
will blog tmr.
project and fireworks by koreans!
:D love my pa for getting the tickets.

ohh. did you see the blind pianist during chapel?
stupid sbs took down the whole show videos on youtube.
damn lam pa lor. and did you see eeteuk oppa beside her? haha.
they gave a piano to her after they met her when she first came on star king.
i was so damn happy when i know they were showing her.
cuz i discovered it and there's super junior. hahaha.
not i discover lah. but i knew about the video longs times agos then i intro to ht.
i'm so happy for ye eun too!
saranghae ye eun! ^^
god bless.

a dedication to all my yeochins

2008-08-15T20:54:00.003+08:00

yes. there will be. later, after i post some news first.

there has been a lot of talks about an upcoming show called east of eden. looks like a good show. and all of the casts are freaking good looking. ^^

hee~ lee da hae-shi! she's so prettaye.^^

***

shinee's school of rock is pretty funny. very -.-

speaking of them, they fell during mnet countdown. but kudos to them for standing up and continue, considering they are new. haha.

and... i think they need to check the stage eqiupment. cuz super junior's music also got cut off for one sec when sungmin was singing. but his expression was cuteeeee~ beverly must be happy.

please! someone sub every1 idol~

***
this is for all my yeochins~

big bang feat. no brain - oh my friend

translation-
[GD] 1, 2, 3, 4!

[DS] If this world makes you sad, say my name whenever and wherever
I am 911 emergency, for you only, I’m only 5 minutes away, yeah yeah

[SR] Your sorrow that you feel isn’t sorrow
It’s a rope that bonded us together

[YB] I’ll get wet in rain for you, run without a stop, go through a rough wind yeah
Your heavy burden, dark shadow; I will block them all now [<-- cute!]

[Chorus NO BRAIN]
Oh my friend oh my friend; I will be your friend forever
Oh my friend oh my friend; only you can make me live
Oh my friend oh my friend; I will become a tree behind you silently
Oh my friend oh my friend; my friend I love you (dear) friend

[TOP] Let’s rock & roll, man I don’t control
Close your eyes and open your heart (Love & Peace)
(A) Hope you dreamed (of), trust me, tells only truth without lies
Walk straight, limp at least once, mistakes can happen to anyone
Step on a failure and get up, goodbye to a wound that aches

[GD] (Yo) Come on! Hold my hand and let’s go, let’s look for a lost dream again
Let’s fly together, brush up dusts, let’s go together, a person next to you as well
We can’t see an end but future is bright, there are many chances because we are young
Let’s love each other, scream louder, FREEDOM!

[Repeat Chorus]

(Yea, yea, yea, here we go!)

[Bridge; DS + SR + YB]
Leave from bored daily life as you dreamed
Run toward the dream, dear
Go away go away, let’s go away baby
Whoa ho, Whoa… oh oh ~ (GD: Big Bang, No Brain, haha once agaïn) (x2)
(Yeaaa) Everybody RUN!

[Repeat Chorus]

lyrics: http://www.videouncovered.com/lyrics/10128/big-bang/oh-my-friend.html

i think this song is damn nice~ ^^
and it's dedicated to all my yeochins!
saranghae chinguyeo!

non-stop talking

2008-08-10T17:51:00.002+08:00

A VERY VERY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SINGAPORE!!!

woo-hoo~
i'll cut everything short and let the pictures do the talk.

on friday, we had connect singapore. i thot it was going to be cool and fun. but but but the weather was blazing hot. the minute i stepped out of the school to the bishan connecter, omt, i start to perspire already. so hot and bright till when we finally found out position, we all chiong to find shelter. but we had to be at our position so we all hide under our tiny umbrella. after that, we went to novena and shopped around square two till me and ama need to go for our dark knight. it was fantabulous! very very awesome. full of thrills. only that some part i dont understand. there's this fat boy(no offence), i'm so disgusted by him. he dropped his handphone then he move here and there, practically disturbing my movie. when he picked up, he bend down and let me see his butt crack. appearantly, he did not pull up his pants properly. idiot. the funny part of the movie is... joker was saying smth about balls as in the guys part, then the subtitles put: LP ,as in lam pah or smth. lmao.

on sat, i went to my coz house to celebrate.

my cute cute junjie.

okay.

sharmala, dorin, ama and manju

me and nadine under my umbrella lying down

ama and me

after a long hot day...

sorry. i have no intention to edit the pics.

and some way back pics...

ms chye's departure! she's going to paris... so good!
you shall be missed and blessed. tyvm, ms chye! (:

upside down. haha. ama, ms chye and me

yeochins: denise teow and ah ting

my prezzie for ms chye. i bought a strawberry thingo for her.

anybody got the clique picture we took with ms chye?

and guides! laser quest! damn fun. we should go there too one day, eh yeochins?

my team members: brenda, sy and xp

this is the first time. my gun got prob. ):

ok. that's all. should i do elearning now?
i hate it so much.>o

ooh. and guess what i dreamt today...
i dreamt i finally got to wear pointe and i was trained like a aspiring ballerina.that got to be the sweetest. i was actually dumbfounded when i re-called this dream.i really wonder how is it like to be dancing in pointe.

Haru haru

2008-08-09T11:25:00.002+08:00

big bangis much waited mv is out!
and it's so freaking nice. :D
love love it. it's really beautiful.

haruharu(day by day)

featuring park min young. top and g-dragon as the leads. typical love story. it's about a girl who has terminal illness decided to leave g-dragon with the help of top and the biggest lie of her life. g-dragon thot top was stealing his girl but he's actually helping her. aww. the song is really very very awesome. love. (:

credits: wondersmurf

***
tae wang sa shin gi couple: Park Seong Woong (Joomoochi) and Sin Eun Jeong (Dalbi) will tie the knot this coming October 18th. they acted as the clan leader and logistics respectively.

that show is nice manzx. but the ending was not nice. i really want to see the king and sujini together. but the ending is so dumb.

lee ji ah(sujini) is so pretty and she's going to act in a new drama called beethoven virus. maybe watching it. classical music~

***
eeteuk is so cuteeeee~

this is only epidsode 4. i want to watch the whole variety show but ,i dont know why, no one is subbing it. ):
someone please sub! ^^

***
and omg. music randoms is loved. she is a close friend of super junior. and she wrote what happened during their trip to malaysia. she said they ate satay and liked it. wth. singapore also got satay. come and eat! i'll serve you~
but the best thing is... she wrote:

Singapore! Singapore! Where's the invitation from you? Suju are waiting to have a chance to meet the fans and have concert over there!

aigoo~ i want to meet them too. why those company havent call them yet?! >.<
sigh. please come please come!

***
will post about my week later.

rise to the occasions

2008-08-08T00:19:00.002+08:00

i'm extreamly happy now! :D
well, save it for later.

got back maths,science, chinese test. did okay.
going to watch dark knight tmr! ooh yes! ^^
and my hanky bear the torch~ he's so effing hawt like the fire on the torch.

*drools*

now... the good good news...
WE, TWOTRUTH, WON SECOND PLACE IN THE SKIPPING COMPETITION!!!
CHEERS, PEOPLE!
i'm so so glad. hah. even tho is second, we still won. hee~
thanks everyone for the support, ideas and effort!
esp delicrats and some boys who helped out in the practice and contributed ideas.
TWOTRUTH OH EIGHT ROCKS.

haha. altho it was a lil messy but we pulled thru.
CONGRATS AND THANKYOU! saranghae~
for those who cannot view: http://s189.photobucket.com/albums/z279/sheranda_vonn/?action=view¤t=ACTION-0019.flv

and i finally get to dl super junior happy. woo-hoo~

blow and drop dead

2008-08-05T20:38:00.004+08:00

omg. i'm falling sick. almost.
i got dry throat. :( which means... flu is coming.
ooh god. how? how? how? sigh.
i'm not going to do maths. i want to ong~
last week, i was chosen for the skipping thing with nine other people.
then today, we had our second practice. ended like five. and it couldnt be made possible with my yeochins help. thanks thanks~ boys ah, stop playing soccer liaozx. zzz. almost lost my science textbook! aigoo~ luckily i found it. if not, i need to photocopy the whole book from someone cuz my science textbook was the last batch so there wont be any re-prints. wth. made us learn old things. -.- and today's science test was shitzx. haha.

today, there's this butterfly flying around in maths class. was a good entertainment. haha. ;D but i'm bloody scared of flying insects that are bigger than my lil finger. and butterflis are scaly!

saw lovely twice in two days! haha. miss her so muchzx. :D and she has the mp3 i wanted! gasp!

anyway, to sum my last week up: done with my eng ct~ yay!

harry potter trailer!!!

i hope it will be as nice as the book!
and today i just found out nadine dont read harry potter! i thot she read!!! i remembered her saying she read the last book over the weekend. maybe i mixed it up. haha. harry potter is still the best! (: love snape. lol.

super junior pajama party mv is out!

so cuteeee~ and did you see teuki's close up?!? it's like the best best best close up ever! he's so damn cuteeee~ and their dance is all adorkable. haha.

gtg. need to bath. am a smelly smelly pig now.
i ate school's hokkien mee and hawker hokkien mee.
i just put on 40kg. serious.

*updated
there's this bloodehshittywhoreho(insert any effing fugly words) who diao nadine.
DIG YOUR SUCKY BALLS OUT OF YOUR EYES, YOU SUCK-UP LOSER.
HATE YOURSELF FOR BEING WHO YOU ARE.

MTV ASIA AWARDS 2008

2008-08-03T16:50:00.003+08:00

SUPER JUNIOR WAS EFFING HAWT ON MAA!!!

i went to my aunt's house and watched. it was an okay show but i finally get to see super junior on tv, considering they rarely appear on singapore's channel and i dont have cable. let's watch the beloved oppas performing.

a man in love

mirror (dh's mrap is so cool!)

taking their award (shiwonf's speaking english. haha!)

*update
piccas...

and...
they flew back to korea to deliver this.
so cuteeee~
pajama party

okay... cant elaborate much. need to study now. :( boo~

omo! let super junior come to SG~

2008-08-02T14:47:00.005+08:00

ooh yes! the day has finally arrived.
:DD
MAA!
SUPER JUNIOR~
haha. but i cant watch it... :( no cable tv.
if only i have. i wanted to go my aunt's house and watch but... a bit rude lah.
anybody want to jio me go their house and watch?

last week, i went to ngee ann poly for a tour in FMS. and they mentioned that a group of students is heading over to MAA to interview people! and and and their expenses are paid. omo! and this is what i found on MAA singapore just now.

Super Junior: Nothing Junior About This Super Band
August 02, 2008

1, 2, 3… 13?

Thirteen of the hottest, most
talented boys in Asia under one single band? No way! But it's true, alright. And
they've been setting about wrecking havoc in all the young girls' hearts from
day one. Meet Super Junior, one of Korea's leading boy bands and heartthrobs,
every single gorgeous one of them.

Bursting onto the K-pop scene in
2005, the then 12 member band released their first album, Super Junior05
(Twins), which met with a warm reception. Their first single "U," a catchy
R&B ditty quickly took the charts by storm, sweeping many an award, and
cementing Super Junior as one of the rising names to look out for.

Kyuhyun was then added to this rambunctious band of brothers in 2006,
and 12 became the magical 13. In 2007, the band launched their sophomore effort,
Don't Don. The album did extremely well, and was among the top Korean albums of
the year.

Now, MTV Asia brings you a much-envied tete a tet session with
the delectable boys. Just six of them, but who's complaining? Leeteuk, Eunhyuk,
Siwon, Sungmin, Donghae and Kyuhyun get set to share what love means to them,
how to avoid getting recognized, and some of their weird habits.

***

Welcome to the MAAs as first time nominees of Favorite Artist of
Korea! The theme surrounding this year's MAAs revolves around the letter 'M.'
What is the first thing that comes to mind when you think of the letter 'M?'

Siwon: Super Junior – M!

Leeteuk: Music! MTV! Man!

You've always had radical hairstyles and outfits. With the constant
changing of image, what is the real Super Junior like?

Eunhyuk: The
hairstyles and outfits have ranged from cute to wild. But we're more colorful
and are much more multi-faceted in personality and character than that.

Having said that, your new album is a remarkable departure from the
bubbly image of your first. What are some of your thoughts on this change?

Leeteuk: The first album portrayed us as more boyish and adorable. As
for the second album, we have grown up a little more, and so this is us in a
more manly light.

Right now there seems to be quite a large number of
Korean boy bands coming, and they're mostly all going down the K-pop and ballad
route. So how do you distinguish yourselves from them musically?

Leeteuk: Well first and foremost, we have 13 members. So that's already
a huge difference, and a memorable one to boot. And each and every one of our
members has a different and unique voice. Aside from that, we also do other
stuff like acting and DJing. So we have a more well-rounded portfolio.

Speaking of which, I think one of your most memorable shows has got to
be Full House, the home-stay chronicle with Anya and Eva. I'm sure a lot of us
are curious to know how that came about, and whether Super Junior is planning to
open their home in future again.

Leeteuk: The Full House experience was
a very moving and rewarding one. We learned a lot from it, and we're also really
glad that we've been able to share a bit of the Korean culture with our foreign
friends. If there's ever the opportunity, we’d definitely like to be doing this
again.

Erm… Well actually I didn't think of that but now… Let's just
move on, eh? With 13 people in a band, the leader (Leeteuk) is usually the one
who's the main spokesperson. And some of the members are also more outspoken
than others. So in that case, how do all the members get equal representation in
the band?

Eunhyuk: Well, each of us have our own talent and contribution
to the band. Kyuhyun is vocally powerful, Sungmin is our poster boy of cuteness,
Donghae is a good dancer.

Donghae: Shiwon has the global face, and
Euhyuk is known for his rapping. So in a way, we all get a fair share of showing
what we're good at.

What about the younger ones then? Donghae, Sungmin
and Kyuhyun. Do they get bullied all the time?

Leeteuk: Yes. It's mostly
what they're there for! [Laughs]

Living and touring together all the
time, what are some of the weirdest habits of some of the members?

Siwon: Every time I go on a holiday, I always carry the most bags.

Sungmin: He brings almost everything possible, and he organizes them
neatly.

Leeteuk: So if we need exercise equipment, or even some kind of
medicine, we'll just go to him. He's the best possible roommate to have.

Siwon: We always have some kind of a bet to see which roommate we'll
get.

You've been on the tour the past couple of months for the Super
Show. Why isn't Singapore one of your stops?

Leeteuk: Well yeah, we've
actually been going to a lot of other places in Asia. We did the first show in
Thailand, and we're planning nine more stops. We'd actually have loved to make a
stop at Singapore. Why haven't you called us?!

Ahhh I see. Our bad.
Don't worry. I'll be sure to speak to my boss about it.

Super Junior:
YEAH!!!

A lot of your songs talk about love. What exactly does it mean
to you, anyway?

Kyuhyun: Love is sweet.

Sungmin: I haven't
really known what love is all about actually.

Awwww. Soon, soon.

Leeteuk: Love is being lovesick.

Oh dear. Why so negative?

Leeteuk: I haven't had very good experiences with it. [Laughs]
Oops okay I'm sorry!

Donghae: Love is romantic.

Siwon:
Love is patient.

Finally, tell us a little-known fact about Super
Junior.

Eunhyuk: Well, in all our reality TV shows we are usually very
honest about ourselves, and so our fans know most everything about us.

Leeteuk: Even to the point of knowing about Eunhyuk's smelly feet.
[Laughs]

Eunhyuk: No! No!

Alright, I believe you, I do! Thanks,
boys, for talking to me. Good luck! And… bye!

omytian~
and did you read what teuki said?!
i hope they really do come.
i was the first to comment!
where are all the singapore elves!
hmph. i'm going to post a thread in the spphire forum later. :DD

***
and kara's new mv.

nothing's interesting in the kpop world now.
everybody is still waiting for comebacks...
tch.

and youtube suspended coolsmurf and gomdorii(i think) and music randoms. WTH. luckily, they have opened another account. but korean videos have been halved!
stupid SBS! >O

i want to watch iljimae~
LJK is so hot hot. (:

***
went to my hanky's cy just now and found this.

what happen to heechul's hair , teuki's hair and donghae's hair?
new concept?
hmm... maybe? but i like last time's teuki hair more.
only them? not all sj?
i heard hanky is busy for olympic.
kiagin for xanadu? kibum for acting? what about shindong?
sigh... not all 13 of them...
nevermind! haha.
and donghae's chinese cy: http://www.cyworld.com.cn/ps2/index.php?mh_id=2002704155

ROCK YOUR BODY, I SAY

2008-07-26T12:21:00.003+08:00

psst... i'm now in korean youtube. haha! din know there's a korean version. bout all the videos are the same.

***

KARA is back!
okay. i dont know bout them in the first place.
but now i know them. coming from the same ent company as SS501, dsp ent.
i like this song pretty much. (:

Kara - rock you

made up of park gyuri, han seung yeon, jung nicole, gu hara and kang ji young.
kang ji young is the same age as moi~ ooohlala~
is is said that the group's soul had flown as former member kim sung hee left for her father wishes.
anyway, let's not dwell into them since they are... erm... -.-
the song is prettaye. but what's with the shoes? looks so big on them.

***

seo in young is with a new song!
the jewelry attention ho of the group actually comes out with a really catchy song that does no justice to the word cinderella. but i like it. and my two favourite members of jewelry, eun jung and joo yeon is featured. but park jung ah did not... wae? ... let's watch the ho dancing some cute eye winkling dance.

seo in young - cinderella

the boys look wierd performing the dance and the vest looks kind of familiar. and i dont understand the elevator part. her duet with crownj is nice too. and i heard their show in WE GOT MARRIED is nice. maybe i should watch it and like the jewelry as a group. btw, i like the song. hee~

***

Hyori's album is a big hit. i'm so going to dl it on zdegrees.

okay this is random.

***

erm... does maple have this costumes and weapons?
they look like some costumes that are rejected by maplestory.

***

lastly, ooh my! super junior! SUJUM is having a new mv~ will be released on aug 1.
it's gonna be me(mi)~

not a big fan of sujuM...
but a big big hardcore fan of SUJU...

okay... this pic dont do any freaking justice to them. and eunhyuk pointing middle finger? hhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha~
this pic is better.

okay... i'm (maybe) off to watch shinee's school of rock.

hahahah~ (except the one with red hairband)

beauty is invicible

2008-07-20T00:19:00.004+08:00

currently hearing snsd's album.
read lil prince finish. it's kind of nice. i recommand this book. it tells the truth of human. however, you have to think really in depth.

finally. it's saturday. it's the day when i will relax the whole day~, officially.
i slept, ate, slept, tuition and computer. :D delights me. but i never practise ballet. ): cuz i got to bath. i hate sweating after bathing. anyway, i'm going to get screwed tmr. ooh! and i found out my father's niece is a ballet dancer with singapore dance theatre! so cool~ i want to learn my interfound there. excited excited! no matter what, i must get into SBA and become a ballet dancer like her. she got to go korea earlier on this year. if i become like her, maybe i would get to korea too! and maybe get to see super junior! hee~ or maybe eat jia jiang mian! :D

okay let me talk about last week, starting from last sat.

SATURDAY
i got to go NDP preview! hee~
it was nice but it bores me at the end before the fireworks cuz it's always the same as previous years. haha. am glad my bro got to perform for ndp and got the tickets for me and big bro. i've been consecutively go there for years cuz of my bros. i hope i can one day help my family get the tickets too. to repay them, of course. :D ty, bro! btw, during one of the night performance, there's this lift thingo, it cannot work. there's a row of it. one cannot go up, the other cannot go down. hope they fix it. haha! and i love the cheer! not so sure about it tho.
S-I-N-G-A-P-O-R-E X3
ONE PEOPLE ONE NATION ONE SINGAPORE X3
piccas! sorry about the poor quality. i have to do with my camera phone and most of it is in videos. my comp cant read. ): anyway, enjoy!

that's when i got the sms. i was dead worried. glad that ama is getting better now! (: got her a balloon afterwards at marina.

SUNDAY
erm... nothing special. i think i mentioned it last week. ooh! me and nadine visited ama in hos to show her our video project. she was very sick. her eyes were yellow and she hardly have the energy to move around. but her ordeal is over! (: yay! sorry yeochins that i din inform your earlier cuz i din have the permission to. lunch then headed to ballet which one of the lessons i screwed up. ): heh. i hope it wont happen tmr. i'm starting to lose my flexiblity! gosh. D:

MONDAY
was suppose to hand in our video but ms punam took over and we totally forget about it. hee~ gb day! so got to see the gb girls on stage! hee~ they are look so pro in their uniform. happy gb day! after school, waited for them to fall out then went home and ong. was suppose to study for maths but lazy sharon is on the sly again! pathetic~

TUESDAY
ooh... wth. maths is dnueibvnewceiknf difficult. hmph. D: which means i had to brush up liaozx. after school went to visit ama with yeochins! she look so much better than on sunday! hee~ miss you like siaozx! get better, k. ^^ saranghae~ my mother came to since her working place is near. and then cab home. haha.

WEDNESDAY
skipping is ewww. and the coach is so bad to yong lah. hate him for bullying my yeochin. he somemore dare to laught. he damn evil lor. first time stayed back for maths. wth. mr koh gave us this stupid circle sum and it's like ksbfiewnvcirblvcn difficult. ooh! my brain could have burst! mr koh is over-reacting on ama's health. he said ama got one month mc and i was like, huh?! cannot be! :O and nadine, dont give up and worry, k. just keep on gambate-ing~ (: i've revive long phone calls with v! yay! ^^

THRUSDAY
ama got discharged! happy happy! hope she recuperate faster~ hee~ ^^ i prove why mr koh's over reacting. ama only got one week mc lah. aiyoh! scare me. -.- phew. hope she can come to school pretty soon~ yay! :D

FRIDAY
ms punam's last day. thanks for teaching us for a week! ^^
thanks denise for the incredible straw. adds flavouring but kind of hard to suck. went bowling with guides. fun but my score were damn pathetic. my laptop bluetooth not working so cannot put photos. ): ahh~ it's near my house so had an early dismiss and went to ong! hee~ got our exam dates. wth. shitty! exams again! ;O

TODAY
i practically did nothing the whole day except learnt smth about statitics. i should have done smth productive! ahh! so pathetic of me! hate myself. maybe try to study later. haha. you must be think i'm kidding. sorry, am not. i'm norcturnal. anyway, my pa told me he got an e-mail from school about the portal. i din give the notice to him. i thot it's useless. so stupid of the school to think this things. think all of our parents are that kiasu. excuse me, my father not like that big nose and arrogant nicholas lim's father hor. eeyer.

this pretty much sum up my week. (((:
sound pathetic,right? haha. i think so.
i finally found my song!
the one that i danced to when i went to learn hip hop.
kat deluna - run the show
damn nice! love the beat! nice for booty shaking dance. hee~ *shakes shakes*
another is whine up by the same singer.
she sings live altho it's play back too! omy! most of asians dont do that!

and lastly i cant end off without super junior. hee~ pardon me! please! juseyo!
and yay! it's confirm SJ will go malaysia for mtv awards! hee~ but wth they are performing in msia too. but why not SG?! stupid stupid stupid! and SG still want to invite some people that people barely know to come. like some band called waner or smth like that. only my mother will go(she wanted but not). hmph.

spreading my sj love. hee~ ^^

ama! get well soon~ misses and loves^^ may god be with you and your family...<3>

she's back, two double oh eight.

2008-07-19T20:41:00.003+08:00

hyori's new album! finally! after eons! woots~
she's looking hot as usual.
not a fan of her but her dance is good. (:
ah ting, ama, denise, man should hear this song. haha! if you get what i mean.

U-GO-GIRL

performance: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KVZoFpWyaIg
catchy~ love the dance. i find that this video is like plagiarising candyman by christina aguilera. ah... hyori was also accused of plagiarising britney spears for her song get ya. ok. anyway. i love the green jumper and the pink trousers. and one of her dancers, usually at the left of her, looks bitchy. dont like her. she ruin the whole dance. haha. D:

***
okay. now maplers must be proud to have SNSD in their ad worhxz.
appearently, maple story in korean is called mabinogi, i think.
i dont understand the wardrobe changing.
i dont find anything related to maplestory.
but you have your snsd.
nah!

WG better! their song is so cuteeeee~ makes me want to play keroro fighter!
very cuteeee~ esp the characters!

***
i shall dig about my super junior now.
wait. i need a picture of them. it'll be a let down if i dont put. haha.
super junior yongwonhi~

hmm...
1) after they perform in thailand. few of the members actually rush back to korea. this is really stupid. cannot exhaust my oppas, y'know. teuki, yesung and a few are already hurting themselves. ahh~ take care!
2) SJM is rumoured to stay in china for 2 freaking years. wth. if it's true. screw it manxz. 13 forever~ (i'm not anti of henry and zhoumi)
3)
you see it. LUZOZHIXIANG AND MY HANKY~ okay. i'm not a fan of lzx. my hanky is definitely getting a lot of media right now, so is sjm. cuz gino and lzx praised him. haha! okay. this is like, stupid.
4) i din know teuki is so emo one. his recent blog post:

-ANGEL-
About people going this and that about idol culture..Saying this and
that about fandom..People saying this and that about the performing
culture..Please reflect on yourself, if you don’t look at yourself and you just
point at others..Look at yourself in the mirror..It’s really detestable..

and his skin says:
I am not as strong as I thought I was..
Even
if I work hard at pretending to smile..
Even if I try to muster the
strength..
But recently, I’m always just like a fool..
Pretending to be
strong..
Who’s going to give me a helping hand..

credits:
http://superduperlove.wordpress.com/

hope teuki will get better~ take care!
end of my fangirlism.
will update about my week later on! :D

you are the one

2008-07-13T20:18:00.003+08:00

i kept eating durians the past week.
the best is my father bought back the MAOSHAN durian.
shiok!

finally change blogskin.
a lil bit currupted.
tell me if it's okay.

the blog song is from epik high.
nice, boh? love it. ;DD

well, ballet today was screwed. i forget most of my steps cuz i didnt practise. D:
on saturday, went ndp. couldnt see my bro. too far away. D:

hmm... i cant think of anything else tho. haha.

**
on friday, this is the last blow.
bloddeh skank. why are you being so competative?
you will never win me. you think i'm all about school?
wrong,you bitch. my life is about dancing. and you cant dance.
so why should you make yourself so full of angst?
and why should i want to fight with you?
i never hate you in the first place.
it's you who made me hate you.
my enemy is myself. not you.
i dont want to waste my strength competiting with you.
i'm not a coward. it's just that you are not worth my breath.
cuz you cant dance.
so, if you get what i mean. save your breath.
we are two different person.
extreamly different.
**

p.s/ to my fellow yeochins, will tell you all about * tmr.

it's time

2008-07-12T10:01:00.004+08:00

backkkk~

presenting you SWEETY~
made up of 7 to 14 years old. all girls and one boy. i see a potential TOP, LEXY and BABY VOX.

so sweet

it's cuteee~ i love the rapping especially. but the others are like okay----. the littlest of the group looks like she's lost most of the time. the other girls except the rapper can be the nhext SNSD or the replacement of them when the now SNSD gets older. lmao. seeing this is so wierd. some of them are wearing heels! i'm jealous. but they are flat. hahahahahaha. jk jk. why are their parents so money-hungry? so young, expose them to that industry where plastic surgery long lives. anyway, let's see whether they can last ot not. lol. :DD i'm rooting for the two rappers tho!

***

boys~ get ready for SNSD

they will be the models for NEXON which produces maple story. so get ready, yeah. when i was listening to coolktime, they are the only fan club which have boys. mini skirts and leggy stands. and fans have been wanting them to perform so hot again. not me, i support originals.

***

songs i've been listening and you should too.

big bang - lies

tae yang - look at me

a'sta 1 - 1,2,3,4 back

Buono! - Kiss! Kiss! Kiss!
(third ending song for shugo chara

***

congrats to LJK's drama lljimae!
he's sucha hawtaye, that's why so many people wants to watch that drama.

***

[super junior in japan] clips are out! yah lah. it's for my own. lmao.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xgr5_tgyI3Y
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_gg9_eO_9bg&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BPr5lvP_ue8&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jkSenr92wDU&feature=user
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qyRwxhj3_VA&feature=user

they are going to have their concert in thailand today!
come to singapore, super junior! ;DD

flowers and charms

2008-07-09T00:02:00.003+08:00

step by step

today is bloody tiring.
changing blogskin again soon.
this one is like. plain.
too plain.

i'll rant my korean wave on another post in future.
school's usual. the boredom. ooh! why cant the teachers talk interestingly.
and i just realised, on friday, we got 3 bloodeh test.
D&T/CHINESECOMPO/SCIENCE
wth.
how come got so many zuowen one?!
i'm so so so fed up.
tsk.
hmph.
grr.
argh.
*show fist*

stupid stupid stupid.

i went to a korean language website just now. and there was this section call swear words. there's a lot a lot a alot! haha. next time, i shall scold people with it once i master it. shibseki!(whore) Dong mogo!(eat shit) wakakakax.

was supposed to flim the interview with ms chye today. but something came up. so delayed to thurs. anyway, we are finishing it. after we are done, we shall go for a celebration! hahahahahahaha.

random:

ofs. i'm so sleepy.
i shall go ong now.
i did my floor plan already. heh. (:
i think i should start to work hard for my studies.
joneun(i'm) so lagging behind.

AMARIAH!HWAITING~ get well soon~ your donghae is missing you. lol.

i'm not that all super junior

2008-07-08T23:26:00.005+08:00

presenting you SHINEE
i just realised it is pronounced as shiny.
sounds so -.-
anyway... their song noona, you're so pretty is so niceee~
i know they have been debuted long long time ago.
and i'm starting to like them. cuz of taemin's talented dancing~
same company as SUJU. hee.

taemin~
i'll see if he will be one of my idols if he ditch that bowl cute. let him be my husband,then. same age mah! haha. and he's bloodeh good at dancing.
anyway, i shall stick to my hankyung~ he's so hawt.

and teuki~ kibum~ lee joon ki~ tamaki~
ooh! i'm fainting soon.

noona, you're so prettaye

ss501 is not bad. but they are so called the 'b-lister'.

their song stand by me is so damn nice~
stuck in my head now.
you should see hyunjoong(if i'm not wrong) with his pony tail hair, so damn hawt!

ok...
to tell you the truth.
back when i was having my psle, my friend, yanna, likes DBSK. and i thot, ooh cool, maybe i should try to like them. but i was too busy mugging. and thus, DBSK is nowhere in my head. till it pop again this year... okay that's irrelavant.
then back in my drama days... when i was watching coffee prince. i thot SUPER JUNIOR WAS OVERATED, WANNABE JUST LIKE FLH. however, their characters won me over later on june 2008 when i watched their full house. i remembered holding up their second album and was disgusted by it. haha. idk why. and when i was watching U by sujuM before i know them, i was thinking who the hell are these koreans trying soo hard?! can your believe it?! all thanks to beverly for introducing me to them. lmao.

there's a new boy band coming up, call u-kiss.
very very dumb name.
and judging by the comments given in allkpop.com, they can kiss their 60 seconds of fame good bye.

ooh well, we shall see.
and heenim birthday is coming soon!
the witty fellow~
hope he's alright after his surgery.

SM TOWN CONCERT ASIA

2008-07-07T17:54:00.002+08:00

see that word super junior?

someone sponser me, yeah?

pleaseeee~

another thing to add it to my august list. haha. ^^

and they are said to be going beijing, shanghai and bangkok. again, why no singapore?! D:

pfft pfft pfft. stupid stupid stupid. grr. argh.

they are going japan tmr, then thailand on 12 july.busy busy~ why thailand? hmm...

anyway, it also mean sujuM is going to stop promoting in china! woo-hoo!

i want this mp3.

buy this for me, yeah~

ooh well~ i got to do my art hw already.

to be continued if i have some things to share.

SUPER JUNIOR DEBUTING IN JAPAN~

2008-07-07T00:59:00.002+08:00

SJ OPPA, HWAITING~

they are debuting in japan on 8 july which is on tuesday.
ooh~ cant wait~
should i be happy for them?
cuz i dont want to hear japan songs for them. i mean it's good but i hope they will be active in korea instead. i just hope they wont be like dbsk. please please please~ and it'll be quite hard for them. ss501 and dbsk are already in the market. why not focus in korea and get away from those competitions. pfft. they always say they want to work harder cuz got competitions. but, suju oppa, this kind of business is not like that make one. when you got a market with no competitions, fishes will naturally swim to you.

see-rii-oouu-ssllyy--- they are using U again to promote. like wtf. they sing U in kor, chi, jap... and what's next? english? italian? singlish?
[singlish]no, i buay tahan thinking bout chio bu~
[original]no, i cant stop thinking bout you girl~
like that?
overuse liaozx.
at least use dont don lah. or some other songs. like cooking cooking! or haengbok!
and sujuH got this campaign. something about say no to smoking. hear it. damn funneh.

it's called GOVERNMENT TRYING TO HARD. yes, it's a good thing. however, it just totally tarnish sujuH's image. who compose ah? i know i'm bad. heh. >.^

for those who are curious of how U sounds like -

i'm sick of this song already. pfft.

this song is nice. chinja~
sujuT - Na Gateungeon Obneun Geongayo

heenim is so shuai dao~
teuki is so cuteee~
i hearts teuki with his pony tail. so so cuteeee~

his eyes are so pretty in here~

and is this really him? lmao.

*i think i'm i'm talking alien language. which means, i'm overly obsessed.
during ballet today, i was talking to beverly about SJ, sabrina was like, "are
your talking alien language?" lmao.

btw, i bought my nail filer for $2
at daiso. it's okay lah. (: having indigestion now. gah. had carl's and jr. ooh~
thinking back, i was stuffing myself.

amariah, get well soon, yeah~ lovesloves!

have you forgotten me?

2008-07-06T15:15:00.004+08:00

i'm so so happy.
currently listening to super junior, super show cd1.
i love z-degrees.net manzx!

anyway, most of you have already know about the tell me dance.
well, on 040708, SNSD performed tell me and WG performed kissing you.
it's a total anticipation cuz of dream concert.
appearantly, some people hate snsd cuz during dream concert, snsd fans hurt other artises fan. so of cuz, you will want to see enemies killing each other song,right?
haha.

WG - kissing you

SNSD - tell me

lol. WG looks really wierd. but anyway, i think both performances are great. however, of cuz the original is the best. snsd vocals are stronger but wg are more lovable. Yoobin from wg is so cool~ i love her rap in so hot.

and...
son dambi and some other girls performed one more time.

even tho i find son dambi pretty, nobody can beat the original.
that's all for now.
ooh! please please please help me vote SUPERJUNIOR in mtvasia. :DDD
http://kr.mtvasiaawards.com/Korea/Nominees/show/artist/19
click the red link below.
tyty. :DD

so sorry that i wasnt serious during guides. so sorry. i din know we were short of time. i only realised it when you shouted.